Back Love and Monsters
Chapters (58)
  1. SYNOPSIS
  2. ALSO BY MAX WALKER
  3. NOAH BARNES
  4. JAKE PEREZ
  5. NOAH BARNES
  6. JAKE PEREZ
  7. NOAH BARNES
  8. JAKE PEREZ
  9. NOAH BARNES
  10. JAKE PEREZ
  11. NOAH BARNES
  12. 10. Jake Perez
  13. JAKE PEREZ
  14. 11. Noah Barnes
  15. NOAH BARNES
  16. 12. Jake Perez
  17. JAKE PEREZ
  18. 13. Noah Barnes
  19. NOAH BARNES
  20. 14. Jake Perez
  21. JAKE PEREZ
  22. 15. Noah Barnes
  23. NOAH BARNES
  24. 16. Jake Perez
  25. JAKE PEREZ
  26. 17. Noah Barnes
  27. NOAH BARNES
  28. 18. Jake Perez
  29. JAKE PEREZ
  30. 19. Noah Barnes
  31. NOAH BARNES
  32. 20. Jake Perez
  33. JAKE PEREZ
  34. 21. Noah Barnes
  35. NOAH BARNES
  36. 22. Jake Perez
  37. JAKE PEREZ
  38. 23. Noah Barnes
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  40. 24. Jake Perez
  41. JAKE PEREZ
  42. 25. Noah Barnes
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  44. 26. Jake Perez
  45. JAKE PEREZ
  46. 27. Noah Barnes
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  48. 28. Jake Perez
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  50. 29. Noah Barnes
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  52. 30. Jake Perez
  53. JAKE PEREZ
  54. 31. Noah Barnes
  55. NOAH BARNES
  56. EPILOGUE
  57. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  58. ALSO BY MAX WALKER

In truth, I didn’t know how I would stop them. I tried, back when I thought it could be Franky. I thought a show of force could scare him away, make things calm again. But that clearly didn’t work, and we were running low on suspects. Who could want to torture Noah like this? And why turn on our relationship?

“I, uh, should get going,” Robby said as he took a couple of steps toward the front door. Fear was apparent in his blown-out pupils. Nothing I could blame him for. “Noah, if you need anything, please call me. I have the keys to my parents’ cabin if you need an escape—actually, you said you’re having a book club retreat in Blue Ridge, right? Take my parents’ cabin.”

Noah shook his head. “There’s no need for that, but thank you, though.”

“It’s a two-million-dollar cabin with a three-sixty view of the mountains.”

“On second thought,” Noah said with a weak chuckle. “Tristan would blow if he found out I said no to this. He likes nice things.”

“I’ll drop off the keys tomorrow.” Robby managed a wink, warm eyes crinkling at the corners in a weak smile. “And listen to Jake. It’s going to be okay.” He tapped his knuckles on the door and left.

“We have to call it quits,” Noah said when the door was shut, and I could see the seriousness in the way his brows furrowed and jaw twitched. “We have to. I can’t be with you if this person is still out there. I can’t. I can’t.”

Noah started to cry again. The sound of his tears made me feel as if I were swallowing glass. It was painful in a way that went beyond just the physical. I reached out for him on instinct, wrapping my arms around him again. He sobbed, continuing to say, “I can’t,” and I started to realize he wasn’t just talking about our relationship.

“You can,” I whispered against the crown of his head, his hair soft against my lips. I kissed him. “We can, Noah.”

He sniffled and patted his cheeks. My shirt was stained with his tears, the light red fabric turning dark around my chest. “No, I refuse to put you in any danger, Jake.”

“Danger is a part of life. It can come at you slow, something that takes your mind and body from you at a snail’s pace, or it can come fast, in a car crash that turns off all the lights in the blink of an eye. Me being away from you doesn’t keep me safe. I can trip down the stairs leaving your house and die from hitting my head, and that’s probably way more likely than being murdered by whoever this lunatic is. They’re all bark and barely any bite.