Again, the question made her heart beat faster. She couldn’t tell Jordan she thought he could be Peter Pan. Jordan, who had been the only one at school to really believe her when she said she couldn’t remember what had happened to her and her brothers, had never pressed or doubted her, but even her best friend would never believe something like this. No, Wendy couldn’t do that, not when it was just so entirely impossible.

Wendy shook her head.

“And they haven’t found him?” Jordan asked, running a hand through her curls.

“Not that I know of … But I—I don’t—”

“You don’t want them to?” she guessed.

“No!” Wendy shook her head. “It’s not that. If he does know, then of course I want the police to know so they can find my brothers.” She was having a hard time meeting Jordan’s watchful gaze. “This is the first time in five years we’ve had any new information, any hope of finding them,” she went on. “But, it’s—it’s still…”

“Terrifying,” Jordan finished quietly.

Wendy nodded.

Jordan stared past Wendy, frowning at the opposite wall.

Jordan had been there before, during, and after the disappearance. When Wendy was finally allowed to go back home, Jordan was the only person from school who stopped by to see her. She acted like nothing had happened, and, while they refused to go into the backyard for several years, they did play board games and put puzzles together in the living room.

Sometimes Mr. Arroyo even let them play catch in the house, as long as it was with a Nerf ball that couldn’t cause too much damage.

A couple of times, when Wendy was in the hospital, Mr. Arroyo and Jordan had tried to visit her, but the doctors always explained the “delicate” state she was in and that she shouldn’t see anyone who might trigger emotional distress.

Ever since, Wendy had felt overwhelming gratitude to Jordan and her dad. She felt so lucky to have them and indebted for her friendship. But it also meant she was very scared of losing it.

“I can’t go through it all over again,” she blurted out.

Jordan squeezed her arm. “You won’t.”

“What if—?”

“You can’t think about that, Wendy.”

“But—”

“It won’t happen.” Her voice was firm. Not the ground-shaking tone of her father’s, but the solidness of stone. Her hands steadied Wendy. “No one is going to take you anywhere. Everything is going to be okay. Nothing is—”

“Different?” Wendy asked, angry but having nothing to take it out on. “How can things not change after this? How am I supposed to move on? I just—” Wendy clenched her hands into fists. “I just want to run away. I want to get out of here!”

“I know.” Jordan stayed calm. “Off to Neverland, right?” she teased gently.