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Contents (60)
  1. Dedication
  2. Chapter One
  3. Chapter Two
  4. Chapter Three
  5. Chapter Four
  6. Chapter Five
  7. Chapter Six
  8. Chapter Seven
  9. Chapter Eight
  10. Chapter Nine
  11. Chapter Ten
  12. Chapter Eleven
  13. Chapter Twelve
  14. Chapter Thirteen
  15. Chapter Fourteen
  16. Chapter Fifteen
  17. Chapter Sixteen
  18. Chapter Seventeen
  19. Chapter Eighteen
  20. Chapter Nineteen
  21. Chapter Twenty
  22. Chapter Twenty-One
  23. Chapter Twenty-Two
  24. Chapter Twenty-Three
  25. Chapter Twenty-Four
  26. Chapter Twenty-Five
  27. Chapter Twenty-Six
  28. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  29. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  30. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  31. Chapter Thirty
  32. Chapter Thirty-One
  33. Chapter Thirty-Two
  34. Chapter Thirty-Three
  35. Chapter Thirty-Four
  36. Chapter Thirty-Five
  37. Chapter Thirty-Six
  38. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  39. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  40. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  41. Chapter Forty
  42. Chapter Forty-One
  43. Chapter Forty-Two
  44. Reading Group Guide
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Endorsements
  48. Praise for The Me I Used to Be
  49. Praise for Sisters and Secrets
  50. Also by Jennifer Ryan
  51. Stand-alone Novels
  52. The McGraths Series
  53. Wild Rose Ranch Series
  54. Montana Heat Series
  55. Montana Men Series
  56. The McBrides Series
  57. The Hunted Series
  58. Short Stories
  59. Copyright
  60. About the Publisher

“You plan on standing around my barn in your underwear all day?” The amusement in his voice got him a hint of a smile from her.

She gave him barely a glance before turning back to Ace. “Now, Luke, we both know I’m not wearing underwear.”

Fire flashed through his system. Sultry, erotic images filled his mind. His hands itched to reach out and touch her. He could practically see her dusky nipples through the skin-tight tank. Although the flannel boxers weren’t exactly lingerie, they drove him crazy. Her long slender legs could stop traffic. And the fact that her toenails were grape-juice purple made him smile. Her tousled hair framed cheeks flushed from her early morning ride, and the muscles in her arms went taut as she worked the brush over Ace.

He saw the strength, not only in her body, but in her.

“You have an amazing voice.”

“Thanks.”

He wanted to keep her talking and erase what he thought he knew about her with something real. “Did you sing at school or church when you were a kid?”

“No.”

He waited, hoping she’d go on.

She met his steady gaze, made some silent decision, and went back to brushing Ace. Finally she confided, “When I was young, I lived on my uncle’s ranch. Not a ranch as nice as yours, but a run-down place. The barn was falling apart, the house and outbuildings were all dilapidated, but the horses were well tended. My uncle raised them and sold them to keep the ranch, but he never seemed to profit. He spent his life trying to hold on.”

He couldn’t believe she’d open up about the one thing he really wanted to know about without him prompting her.

She sighed. “It made him mean, that constant battle to keep the bank from taking everything.” She kissed Ace on the nose and stared into his eyes. “Anyway, one of the ranch hands had a radio he brought to work each day. I’d listen to the songs and sing along. It was the only form of entertainment I had. I loved music.” Wistfulness filled her voice. She went quiet for a moment. “When he got fired, I missed the music, but I had a knack for remembering the songs, so I would sing while I worked. It gave me comfort. The horses never seemed to mind if I got a lyric wrong or couldn’t hit a note.” She gave Luke a half smile over her shoulder.

“Why’d the guy get fired?”

“For bringing the radio and making me happy.” The matter-of-fact way she said it didn’t hide the anger and resentment and remorse. “Like I said, my uncle was a mean man.”

Luke wanted to ask how mean. He wanted to know if he’d hurt Sarah.

The answer was clear in the way she spoke.

“When he found out the guy liked my singing and I liked the music, he got rid of both. He said I was distracting his men. I needed to concentrate on my job, and not some fanciful pastime. Since I’d cost him a worker, too, I had to do my job and his.”