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  1. Praise for Ali Hazelwood
  2. TITLES BY ALI HAZELWOOD
  3. LOATHE TO LOVE YOU
  4. Contents
  5. Under
  6. One Roof
  7. Prologue
  8. One
  9. Two
  10. Three
  11. Four
  12. Five
  13. Six
  14. Seven
  15. Eight
  16. Nine
  17. Ten
  18. Eleven
  19. Twelve
  20. Thirteen
  21. Epilogue
  22. Stuck
  23. with You
  24. One
  25. Two
  26. Three
  27. Four
  28. Five
  29. Six
  30. Seven
  31. Eight
  32. Nine
  33. Ten
  34. Eleven
  35. Twelve
  36. Epilogue
  37. Below
  38. Zero
  39. Prologue
  40. One
  41. Two
  42. Three
  43. Four
  44. Five
  45. Six
  46. Seven
  47. Eight
  48. Nine
  49. Epilogue
  50. Bonus
  51. Chapter
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. What’s next on your reading list?

At the ice cream place, he didn’t order anything. Because, he says, “I don’t like to eat cold things.”

“Wow. That might be the most un-Danish thing I have ever heard.”

It must be a sore spot, because his eyes narrow. “Remind me to never introduce you to my brothers.”

“Why?”

“Wouldn’t want you to form any alliances.”

“Ha. So you are a notoriously bad Dane. Do you also hate ABBA?”

He looks briefly confused. Then his expression clears. “They’re Swedish.”

“What about tulips—do you hate tulips?”

“That would be the Netherlands.”

“Damn.”

“So close, though. Want to try again? Third time’s the charm.”

I glare, licking what’s left of the sticky pistachio off my fingers. He looks at my mouth and then away, down to his feet. I want to ask him what’s wrong, but the owner of the coffee shop on the corner comes out to retrieve his sidewalk sign and I realize something.

It’s late.

Very late. Really late. End-of-the-night late. We’re standing in front of each other on a sidewalk, over twelve hours after meeting for the first time on . . . another sidewalk; Erik probably wants to go home. And I probably want to be with him a little longer.

“What train do you take?” I ask.

“I actually drove.”

I shake my head, disapproving. “Who even drives in New York?”

“People who have to visit construction sites all over the tristate. I’ll take you home,” he offers, and I beam.

“Geniuses. Kind, ride-giving geniuses. Where are you parked?”

He points somewhere behind me and I nod, knowing I should turn around and begin to walk by his side again. But we seem to be a little stuck in this here and this now. Standing in front of each other. Rooted to the ground.

“I had fun tonight,” I say.

He doesn’t answer.

“Even though we forgot to get croissants at the bistro.”

Still no answer.

“And I am seriously tempted to buy you a life-size cardboard cutout of Neuer and— Erik, are you still doing that thing where you don’t talk because I’m technically not asking you a question?”

He laughs silently and my breath hitches high in my chest. “Where do you live?” he asks softly.

“Farthest reaches of Staten Island,” I lie.

It’s supposed to be my revenge, but he just says, “Good.”

“Good?”

“Good.”

I frown. “It’s a toll of seventeen dollars, my friend.”

He shrugs.

“One-way, Erik.”

“It’s fine.”

“How is it fine?”

He shrugs again. “At least it’ll take a while to get there.”

My heart skips a beat. And then another. And then they all catch up at once, a mess of overlapping thumps, a small wild animal caged in my chest, trying to escape.

I have no idea what I’m doing here. Not a clue. But Erik is standing right in front of me, the streetlight a soft glow behind his head, the warm spring breeze blowing softly between us, and something clicks within me.

Yes. Okay.