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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

When she’d worked for the Met in London, Kelly could stay up all night figuring out who, where, when and why, but now she had found a renewed love of sleep, thanks to Johnny. They divided their time between his place and hers and when they were apart, she always slept badly.

She could feel her eyes drooping and the wine kicking in, and she reckoned she’d drop off quite nicely. She prayed that Penrith had a quiet night. If it didn’t, she’d be the first to hear about it. She normally tried to ignore press reports, but the town was awash with them, speculating and frowning upon the sharp downturn in society’s morals in the twenty-first century.

That was all bollocks as far as Kelly was concerned. People had been knifing each other since time began; the only thing that changed was access to information. Reporters stuck phones and microphones in her face all the time at crime scenes, but this was major news. The capital was seeing the highest knife crime rates since records began and the provinces weren’t far behind. But no one, anywhere, had any solutions. The government said they were funding police to tackle it. The police said they had no resources. Community groups blamed the police. Politicians blamed the opposition. Parents blamed each other. Kids blamed adults. Schools blamed class sizes and lack of respect. Pupils blamed teachers. Everybody and nobody was to blame.

But still people kept on getting stabbed.

Kelly dried herself and put on a huge bathrobe. She heard music playing downstairs and felt lucky to be alive. She had survived so far, and she marvelled that fate had dealt her a fair hand up until now. As she rubbed moisturiser into her face and neck, and examined her new wrinkles, she reflected on the chances of someone born on the Beacon Estate escaping and making a different life. It happened, obviously, but not enough. It seemed that kids were tethered to their environment for life and no one gave two craps. If lads from the estate did turn out to be responsible for the stabbings, how would society deal with them? Throw them away and fend off the blame?

Probably.

She had no idea what the ingredients were for happiness, but she was sure, from the monthly stats that flowed into her office, that on the Beacon Estate, right now, somebody was getting raped, someone’s house was being broken into, a child was being filmed for a cheap porno, and a baby was being neglected. If she dwelled on it too much, she’d break.

She went downstairs and sat on the sofa next to Johnny. He’d got a fire going.

‘Is Josie OK?’

‘She’s staying at Callum’s.’

‘Again? Do his parents mind?’

‘They say they’d rather that than they sneak around.’

‘Fair enough.’

They’d both met Callum’s parents and they were good people.