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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

‘Don’t bother. They’re not as cute as they look, you know, and all they do is shit, piss and scream. Then they turn into toddlers and scratch your eyes out, and eventually – the best bit – teenagers! Live your life instead. There are no guarantees. Travel, see the world, bed some gorgeous men.’

‘Sharon!’

‘What? How old are you? Fourteen? I was pregnant at your age.’

‘I haven’t… yet.’

‘It’s overrated, love, but sometimes it’s nice, if you find the right one.’

‘There’s a boy I like, but I don’t think he likes me.’

‘Why?’

‘He ignores me, but then he’ll steal my book in biology.’

‘He proper fancies you. Classic signs. What about Jordan? Does he have a girl?’

‘He has loads!’ Millie smiled, but then grew melancholy at the mention of her brother.

‘I’m sorry, love. He’ll turn up, you’ll see. He’s angry, and he has every right to be. If he’s anything like you, he’s a good egg inside. He’ll know deep down not to get caught up with these bad ’uns round here. They’ll ruin him.’

‘That’s what my dad’s scared of. It’s as if all the effort and money that went into bringing him up will be wasted.’

‘That’s a bit harsh. I wish I could give Keira what you guys have.’

‘It’s funny, isn’t it? That you think I have everything, but I think you do. You’re kind, thoughtful and friendly, and you’ve created this whole community that wasn’t there before. We have three expensive cars, a massive house, private education and skiing lessons, and I just want to live here with you.’

‘You’re a darlin’, you are.’ Sharon reached for her cigarettes, took one out and lit it. Millie watched.

‘Can I try it?’ she asked.

Sharon passed her the cigarette and lit another. Millie sucked it and blew out, coughing.

Sharon laughed. ‘You’ll get the hang of it.’

‘How’s your shoulder?’ Millie asked, holding onto the cigarette and watching the smoke drift upwards. Sharon had refused to go to hospital after her fall, saying she wasn’t seriously hurt, but Millie had seen her wince when she went to lift something up.

There was a bang at the door, and Millie jumped. Sharon went to get up, but it was too painful and she sat back down. Millie stubbed out her cigarette.

‘I’ll go.’

She disappeared, and Sharon heard her open the door.

‘Dad! Where’s Jordan?’

Thomas closed the door but didn’t reply.

They came back into the room and he greeted Sharon. Millie sat down next to her and Thomas lowered himself into a chair. He looked haggard and beaten.

‘What happened?’ It was Sharon who spoke. Millie held onto her arm.

‘Jordan’s OK. He’s safe.’

‘What does that mean?’ Millie asked. ‘Why isn’t he with you?’