Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Rachel Lynch
Jackson Akers returned to his flat on the Beacon Estate in Penrith. He’d been at a friend’s all night and he needed to sleep off the party. His normal routine consisted of fixing bikes during the day, for a modest income, and running errands at night, a more lucrative but risky trade. Sometimes the two overlapped. He gave little thought to either occupation, apart from the fact that he preferred fixing bikes. He’d been told at school, a long time ago, that he had a flair for taking stuff apart and putting it back together. He reckoned he got it from being locked in his room with radios, CD players, TVs and other hot kit, nicked by his dad and stored at their two-bedroom apartment in Wordsworth Towers. The same block of flats where he lived now.
At least he’d thought the bloke was his dad, until he never came home one day and his mum told him the truth. He was seven when he found out that his real father was in prison, with no possibility of parole until 2031. The man he’d thought was his dad, the man who’d locked him in the room with the stolen goods, beaten him, spat at him and generally treated him like shit, was some arsehole she’d shacked up with because she was lonely and he brought in cash.
He never saw that bitch no more.
They said at school that he was wilfully disruptive. They said he never showed a desire to learn. They said he was angry and violent. And they said he’d never amount to anything.
The thing was, though, that Jackson found it hard to see what school was all about. It seemed to him like you just got herded into a classroom, told stupid shit about stuff that didn’t matter, ordered to do shit that got you nowhere, and given a piece of paper saying you could add up or write an essay at the end of it. He never saw any essay about fixing bikes, nor any mathematical equation for staying alive on the streets at 3 a.m. School bore no resemblance whatsoever to the values and skills he needed to survive. And until it did, boys like him would keep turning down a different road and travelling their own way.
One of his favourite artists played from a Bluetooth speaker. It was drill and rap music: something else you didn’t learn in school. The language of kids on the street was unrepresented by the mainstream, and they had to express themselves any way they knew. The words – mainly banned on conventional digital outlets – were different to those used by ‘normal’ people, but that was the point. Those on the fringes of society, put there by those running that society, needed their own language to stay safe.