Back Little Doubt
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

Jordan Watson pulled up his hood. The family home was suffocating. There were too many people visiting with their sympathy faces. Dad was holed up in a chair, receiving grieving relatives and friends. It was depressing and utterly pointless. The only thing that would help was getting out and doing something. He couldn’t bear Millie’s tears any more either. It wasn’t that she annoyed him, just that he knew he couldn’t do anything about it. He couldn’t do the one thing that would make all the pain go away: bring Mum back.

When he thought of Mum, his head went fuzzy and his chest tightened. The anger in his heart burned fiercely and was growing bigger by the hour. It was all-consuming and threatened to explode into a physical manifestation against somebody he loved if it wasn’t dealt with. To exorcise it he had to move. Sitting in the house helped no one. Reminiscing, like Millie, giving up like his father, or constant swooning, like Grandma, didn’t meet his own individual need: the desire for revenge.

He’d asked around and found out where most of his friends got their recreational drugs. Parties were stuffed with illegal substances at their age, and if their parents knew the extent of the use and availability, they’d no doubt keel over, shocked and horrified. They thought kids did what kids had always done: fool around, make jokes, act like idiots and cause a little trouble. None of the parents he or his friends knew would believe the amount of drugs and alcohol consumed by his generation. The press said that his age group was turning its back on mind-altering substances. But that wasn’t what he saw. Every party was super charged with an ‘olders’ network, oiled to perfection with practice and experience, ready and stocked for exchanges between various dealers in drugs, alcohol and cigarettes. Sixth-formers dealt the alcohol, most teenagers could get the cigarettes, and anyone could get drugs: from ket tablets to simple zoots of weed. He knew plenty of Year 7 students – barely eleven years old – hooked on it all. Teachers knew nothing. Parents knew nothing.

But that wasn’t why he was here. He was here to score, though only ostensibly; what he really wanted was to become involved. He cared nothing for how long it took him. He’d use his wit and his charm to find his way in, and when he did, he’d get his revenge.