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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5
  7. Chapter 6
  8. Chapter 7
  9. Chapter 8
  10. Chapter 9
  11. Chapter 10
  12. Chapter 11
  13. Chapter 12
  14. Chapter 13
  15. Chapter 14
  16. Chapter 15
  17. Chapter 16
  18. Chapter 17
  19. Chapter 18
  20. Chapter 19
  21. Chapter 20
  22. Chapter 21
  23. Chapter 22
  24. Chapter 23
  25. Chapter 24
  26. Chapter 25
  27. Chapter 26
  28. Chapter 27
  29. Chapter 28
  30. Chapter 29
  31. Chapter 30
  32. Chapter 31
  33. Chapter 32
  34. Chapter 33
  35. Chapter 34
  36. Chapter 35
  37. Chapter 36
  38. Chapter 37
  39. Chapter 38
  40. Chapter 39
  41. Chapter 40
  42. Chapter 41
  43. Chapter 42
  44. Chapter 43
  45. Chapter 44
  46. Chapter 45
  47. Chapter 46
  48. Chapter 47
  49. Chapter 48
  50. Chapter 49
  51. Chapter 50
  52. Chapter 51
  53. Chapter 52
  54. Chapter 53
  55. Chapter 54
  56. Chapter 55
  57. Chapter 56
  58. Chapter 57
  59. Chapter 58
  60. Chapter 59
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Acknowledgements
  63. Canelo Crime
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Rachel Lynch

Jason nodded and laughed at his brother. ‘He’s got a point, fam. Come on, let’s smoke sometin’.’ He spoke like a Caribbean Rasta star; it was the language of the street. They all did it, even Jackson. Even though he didn’t have black skin and he wasn’t from Jamaica. He had no idea where or when he’d begun to talk like that: it was around age ten, he guessed. He just did it because everyone did. They all looked up to the years above them in school and the vocab developed from there. It drove the teachers nuts, and they kept correcting their linguistic mistakes, to no avail.

‘Turn that music up,’ Jason ordered.

Jackson did so and went back to the bike he was working on. His palms were sweaty and his hands shook. He swallowed hard and turned the bike slightly so he had them all in his peripheral vision. He didn’t want to be caught off guard. For now, there was nothing more he could do. He’d defused a situation and he had to roll with it. He had to stay sober and alert.

Two of the men began undressing the sleeping girl and she stirred. They didn’t stop. Jackson went to the fridge in the corner for beers and tried to drown out the noises coming from the girl as she was toyed with by the two men. It was commonplace. Sometimes the girls resisted, sometimes they didn’t. This time, she wasn’t interested in sex, but that was of no concern to the two men on top of her. A third helped hold her. The other girls goaded them on, nervous shock spilling over into bravado. But all of them moved in slow motion, fried by drugs. Even their language was dopey.

It didn’t take long for Adam to lie down with two of the girls, stoned, and fall asleep. The girl who’d been degraded was toking on joints like they were going out of business, and was soon reduced to an unconscious mess. But she hadn’t tried to leave. She was resigned to her existence within this family, and that was probably the saddest realisation for Jackson.

He finished working on the Carrera and went to wash his hands. He walked past a coil of rope that he used to tie bikes up on his wall, and stopped. He went closer and examined the black twine. The weave and texture of the fibres looked just like the ones he’d been given by the coppers. Holy shit.

He calmed his nerves and pushed away panic. It gave him an idea.

‘I think you should really get your hands dirty, Guns,’ Jason said. Everybody else was high or unconscious. Jackson knew that Jason using his nickname meant he was forgiven for now.

‘You need somebody clean, man. They’d be on me, you know that. You need someone untouchable.’