Back Liliane
Chapters (31)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. Room in the Dark I
  6. Fawns of the Diaspora Court Liliane in Paris, While Tabou Combo Whispers “Coq Qualité” in Her Ears
  7. Room in the Dark II
  8. “I Usedta Drink, Smoke and Do the Hoochie-Koo,” or What’s a Girl to Do When Her Mother Looks Like Ruth Brown
  9. Room in the Dark III
  10. “El Bochinche” es que only Fe Cortijo Knows or All the LeBron Brothers Know If Victor-Jésus María Sang Lili to Her Freedom
  11. Room in the Dark IV
  12. And Where Is Garnett Mimms?
  13. Room in the Dark V
  14. I Know Where Kansas City Is, But Did Wilbert Harrison Ever Get There?
  15. Room in the Dark VI
  16. Zoom Went the Strings of Liliane’s Heart, But Arsenio Rodriguez Could Have Told Her the Music Sounds Just as Sweet When We’re Blind and Still We See
  17. Room in the Dark VII
  18. I Know Where the E Train Stops But I’m “Sendin’ Out an S.O.S.” and I’m Not Edwin Starr Either
  19. Room in the Dark VIII
  20. “Happy, Happy Birthday, Baby” or Wouldn’t It Be Great If the Lead Singer of The Crests Wasn’t a White Boy and I Could Be My Mother?
  21. Room in the Dark IX
  22. Every Time My Lil World Seems Blue, I Just Haveta Look at You and Learn Eye-Hand Coordination
  23. Room in the Dark X
  24. “That’s Why I Love Her So and Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, I Want to Know” or Why Jackie Wilson Died in Silence
  25. Room in the Dark XI
  26. There’s No Use Cryin’ “Forever” or Hyacinthe Returns from a Very Blue Holiday for Real B(l)ack at Ya
  27. Room in the Dark XII
  28. Lollie Struts Her Stuff Thru “The Sea of Love” or the Brides of Frankenstein Catch the Bouquet
  29. By Ntozake Shange
  30. Acknowledgments
  31. Copyright

And Daddy’s girl was sprawled and hugged up, all at once mind you, sprawled and hugged up with Danny Stuyvesant, who was the more upwardly mobile among his cousins who had also courted Liliane since puberty. But this was getting to be almost grown-up and her panties were wet and her legs had thrown off her crinoline petticoat so that Danny Stuyvesant’s leg could get between hers. Liliane’s lips ached. She imagined she must be smiling too much, but that was impossible cause Danny’s tongue was always somewhere in her mouth and his hands were everywhere, like hers, discovering all kinds of new rhythms. And Garnett Mimms sang on and Liliane’s daddy strode on down Spring Street in the Twee-twee-tweedlie-dee of a Friday night, pausing here and there to chat and flirt. Some men feel women’s looking at them a certain way demands at least a casual response: you know, sorta like noblesse oblige. Tickling little girls’ necks while you talkin’ up they mamas, blowing on a grown-lookin’ sixteen’s shoulder cause that’s where your mouth happened to be leanin’, smellin’ on it the perfume of youth.

Liliane smelled herself and this was not dirt. This was more like she imagined first blood smelled if it had no color and capillaries fused from your lover’s body to yours. This was the smell of fusion. Liliane exceled in physics, but was a dramatically pathetic biology student. Fusion, she knew. Biology, well, Danny’s hands were explaining hers to her, how no one had ever even so much as touched. And cause it was dark in the cousin’s aunt’s bedroom, still no one had seen.

Liliane’s head swirled. Her hips cried with every wail of Garnett Mimms on automatic downstairs where the rest writhed on two feet. Here in the dark with the one boy she’d gotten past Papa, Liliane saw the flowers from the hushed, just-bout-made-it wallpaper wandering her body like Danny’s hands or thighs. When his mouth pounded on that muscle in her throat where every general practitioner in the world swore was a goiter, Liliane thought Danny was sucking her up the way the canal by Bellevue Avenue sucked up little ashy black boys in a flood. Liliane was floating. She was fallin’. Her dress was gettin’ in the way of her tongue’s trips cross Danny’s cherry bronze cheeks. And Daddy kept movin’ up Spring Street, ever so genteel.