Chapters (14)
Having fried up two eggs with bacon and brewed some chicory coffee, he feeds Bagar, and then goes out on the small terrace to eat his breakfast. There’s still no-one in the vicinity. Some time after buying his original piece of land, he had bought more, so as not to be disturbed. Across the fields and a corner of the forest the view looks out directly to the mountains. To one side a cluster of firs, which already grew there. He had merely cleared some bushes and tidied up. On the other side stands a gigantic lilac, which he had planted that first spring.
Ceriņi, cerines, plederi, sirināji, sīriņi, Vāczemes kārkli the many names for lilac in Latvian roll off his tongue.
A jumble of words clutter his head, not allowing him to eat his breakfast of eggs and bacon in peace. That language has him grabbed by the short hairs. Asleep or awake.
Later he was lucky enough to get good work. Repairing cars. His bosses understood nothing about engines and were ready to pay for golden hands. Later still he set up a machine shop at home and they came to him then. From time to time he had the good luck to buy an antique car, which he repaired to look like new. Now he can in any given week drive out with three different cars worthy to be museum pieces. They sit right there in the shop.
Once, on Christmas Day, his wife, wrapped in a cloud of gingerbread vapours, entered the workshop and said in German:
“You live under cars …” In German he replied: “I’m coming.”
He only had to tighten that last screw. He turned the screwdriver while in his head words turned round and round: you live, I live – no, I live, he, she lives, you live – no, we live.
“I’m coming. I’m coming,” he shouted twice in German, so that the screw would stop tightening in his head.
Bagar, having eaten his fill, comes out onto the terrace. He stretches with pleasure. Then, turns over on his back to chase wasps with his outstretched paw. The wasps gather here in the fall. They fly about the terrace, but have never bitten anyone. Maybe they’re not even wasps, but worker bees. Why does his father suddenly spring to his mind? Ah, yes, his dad was a beekeeper.
Bitenieks, dravnieks, doru dējējs, bičolis – the Latvian words for beekeeper jostle in his head.
Then he stops struggling with the gusts of language in his head. Nothing can be done about it. They appear like a mist over mountains and, just as suddenly, disappear, as if pierced by the sun.