Back Legacy of Ash
Chapters (95)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. Dramatis Personae
  6. Fifteen Years Ago
  7. Endas, 25th day of Wellmarch
  8. One
  9. Two
  10. Three
  11. Four
  12. Maladas, 26th day of Wellmarch
  13. Five
  14. Six
  15. Seven
  16. Eight
  17. Nine
  18. Ten
  19. Lumendas, 1st day of Radiance
  20. Eleven
  21. Twelve
  22. Thirteen
  23. Fourteen
  24. Astridas, 2nd day of Radiance
  25. Fifteen
  26. Sixteen
  27. Seventeen
  28. Eighteen
  29. Nineteen
  30. Jeradas, 3rd day of Radiance
  31. Twenty
  32. Twenty-One
  33. Twenty-Two
  34. Twenty-Three
  35. Twenty-Four
  36. Twenty-Five
  37. Endas, 4th day of Radiance
  38. Twenty-Six
  39. Twenty-Seven
  40. Twenty-Eight
  41. Twenty-Nine
  42. Thirty
  43. Thirty-One
  44. Maladas, 5th day of Radiance
  45. Thirty-Two
  46. Thirty-Three
  47. Thirty-Four
  48. Thirty-Five
  49. Tzadas, 6th day of Radiance
  50. Thirty-Six
  51. Thirty-Seven
  52. Thirty-Eight
  53. Thirty-Nine
  54. Forty
  55. Forty-One
  56. Forty-Two
  57. Forty-Three
  58. Lunandas, 7th day of Radiance
  59. Forty-Four
  60. Jeradas, 10th day of Radiance
  61. Forty-Five
  62. Forty-Six
  63. Forty-Seven
  64. Endas, 11th day of Radiance
  65. Forty-Eight
  66. Forty-Nine
  67. Fifty
  68. Fifty-One
  69. Fifty-Two
  70. Fifty-Three
  71. Fifty-Four
  72. Fifty-Five
  73. Maladas, 12th day of Radiance
  74. Fifty-Six
  75. Fifty-Seven
  76. Fifty-Eight
  77. Fifty-Nine
  78. Sixty
  79. Sixty-One
  80. Sixty-Two
  81. Tzadas, 13th day of Radiance
  82. Sixty-Three
  83. Sixty-Four
  84. Lunandas, 14th day of Radiance
  85. Sixty-Five
  86. Sixty-Six
  87. Lumendas, 15th day of Radiance
  88. Sixty-Seven
  89. Sixty-Eight
  90. Tzadas, 20th day of Radiance
  91. Sixty-Nine
  92. Acknowledgements
  93. Discover More
  94. Extras
  95. Meet the Author

“Perhaps I was wrong. Perhaps you are kinder than you are cruel.” Another pause, though a friendlier one. “I don’t know what became of your sister. Her horse bolted, but she was unharmed when last I saw her . . . I hope you find her.”

“So do I.”

Melanna offered no reply. Josiri pulled aside the canvas and entered the cold, clear night.

“Blessed Ashana, I beseech you. Guide your ephemeral daughter.”

Melanna rocked back and forth on her haunches. So much easier to focus on the words than dwell on her thoughts. On her father’s wounds. On her failure. She didn’t even know what had become of Sera.

“Blessed Ashana, I beseech you. Guide your ephemeral daughter.”

Goddess, but it had been all she could do not to break down and beg. She felt certain Josiri had seen clean through her; had recognised the tangle of anger, despair and loathing that had racked her from the moment her father had laid down his sword. Worse than that, she found it impossible to untangle those emotions. They knotted about her throat so tightly she could barely breathe.

She knew only that this was her fault. Her failure. Her hubris.

She clenched her hands tighter until her nails gouged her palms bloody.

“Blessed Ashana . . .” She broke off, her voice swamped by emotion. She clamped her eyes shut. “I’m . . . I’m sorry.” The confession, once begun, would not abate. “You warned me. I didn’t listen. But please, if you love me at all, help my father. He deserves better.”

“Most people do.”

Melanna opened her eyes, scarcely daring to believe. The goddess sat in the opposite corner of the tiny shack, her knees tucked up to her chest and her blue eyes unblinking. One by one, the timbers of the walls peeled away like autumn leaves, laying bare the mist-wreathed trees beyond.

“Goddess . . .” Melanna breathed.

She sighed. “You’re disappointment enough without falling into old habits. Especially as I understand you’ve taken to calling yourself my daughter.”

Melanna swallowed. “Yes, lady.”

“Ashana.”

“Yes, Ashana.”

A small, sad smile. “Better. Do you know why I’m disappointed?”

“Because I ignored you. Because I sought battle, and failed.”

“No. For that, I’d be angry. Fortunately I’m a goddess, and above such things.”

“Truly?”

“No.” She shrugged. The folds of her shining dress rippled. “But I’m working on it. You’re not the only one with much to learn. For example, I need to keep a closer eye on my steward. I tell you, the men in my life are never more dangerous than when they think they’re helping.”

Melanna winced. “You’ve punished him?”