She liked Danielle Steel a lot better than Dostoyevski, too, mainly because the heroines in her books survived so many terrible experiences that they gave Molly courage. She knew that in real life Danielle Steel had a lot of children, and when Molly’d gotten the flu at camp, she’d had wonderful fever dreams in which Danielle was her mother. Even when she was awake, she’d imagined Danielle sitting on the side of her bed stroking her hair while she read from one of her books. She knew it was a babyish thing to think about, but she couldn’t help it.

She reached for a tissue and blew her nose. The flu was gone, but she’d been left with a minor respiratory infection. As a result, the headmistress at Crayton wouldn’t let her have early arrival privileges. Phoebe had been notified, and Molly had been forced to come home just a few days after her sister’s return to Chicago. Not that this horrible house felt like home.

She wished Phoebe would leave her alone. She kept making suggestions about renting movies or playing a card game together, but Molly knew she only did it out of duty. Molly hated Phoebe, not just because of the way she dressed, but because her father had loved Phoebe. She knew her father didn’t love her. He’d told her more than once that she gave him the “goddamn creeps.”

“At least your sister has the guts to stand up to me! You look like you’re going to faint everytime I talk to you.” He’d told her the same thing whenever she came home. He’d criticized the quiet way she talked, the way she looked, everything about her, and she knew he was secretly comparing her to her beautiful, confident older sister. Over the years, her hatred for Phoebe had settled into a hard shell around her heart.

The distant, hollow sound of the grandfather clock chiming nine made the big house seem even emptier so that she felt smaller and more alone. She went to the side of the bed where she knelt to pull out the object she kept hidden there. Settling back on her calves, she pressed a bedraggled stuffed brown monkey with one missing eye to her chest.

She rested her cheek on a bald patch in the fur between the monkey’s ears and whispered, “I’m scared, Mr. Brown. What’s going to happen to us?”

“Molly?”

At the sound of her sister’s voice, Molly shoved Mr. Brown back under her bed, snatched up The Brothers Karamazov, pushed Daphne du Maurier’s Rebecca beneath her pillow, and resettled in the rocker.

“Molly, are you in there?”

She turned the page.

The door opened, and Phoebe came in. “Didn’t you hear me?”