Back Instead of the Thorn
Chapters (33)
  1. Chapter One
  2. Chapter Two
  3. Chapter Three
  4. Chapter Four
  5. Chapter Five
  6. Chapter Six
  7. Chapter Seven
  8. Chapter Eight
  9. Chapter Nine
  10. Chapter Ten
  11. Chapter Eleven
  12. Chapter Twelve
  13. Chapter Thirteen
  14. Chapter Fourteen
  15. Chapter Fifteen
  16. Chapter Sixteen
  17. Chapter Seventeen
  18. Chapter Eighteen
  19. Chapter Nineteen
  20. Chapter Twenty
  21. Chapter Twenty-One
  22. Chapter Twenty-Two
  23. Chapter Twenty-Three
  24. Chapter Twenty-Four
  25. Chapter Twenty-Five
  26. Chapter Twenty-Six
  27. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  28. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  29. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  30. Chapter Thirty
  31. Chapter Thirty-One
  32. Chapter Thirty-Two
  33. Chapter Thirty-Three

She did not know it, but he had discovered it long ago, and it irritated him. For as long as she continued to shrink from crude facts, and honesty, there could be no real intimacy between them. That he did not quite realise, but he could not help feeling that her extreme delicacy bordered on prudery. A dozen times a day he made her blush. He was at first amused, then slightly impatient.

“Elizabeth, you really can’t be shy with me!”

“I don’t think one need talk about such things,” she said repressively.

That always baffled him; he wished he understood her better, or had the power to break through her reserve. Because she wanted it, he gave her some of his manuscript to read. When she had finished he asked her opinion. After a tiny pause she said,

“It’s very good.”

That drove the artist in him to a frenzy.

“Good? Yes, but what else? How does it strike you?”

“Oh—I like it—quite!”

“You mean you don’t like it. Well, why not?”

“Oh, no, Stephen! Of course I don’t mean that!”

“My dear girl,” he said sharply, “say what you think, for God’s sake, and don’t bother about being polite.”

“But, Stephen, I— It’s only perhaps that I don’t quite understand some of it. And—and sometimes—I expect I’m old-fashioned—isn’t it rather—broad?”

“It’s perfectly straight-forward, if that’s what you mean. What of the style? Do you like it, or not? I shouldn’t ask for your criticism if I didn’t want it, Elizabeth.”

“Oh, the style!” she said, wondering what was the proper thing to say about it. “Yes, that’s very good, I think.”

He seemed to shrug his shoulders, then turned away. She knew that she had failed him, and was wretched.

Nina and her parents came to call. Elizabeth liked Mrs. Trelawney, who was quiet and full of common-sense. Mr. Trelawney did just what his daughter had said he would do. He walked with Stephen round the garden, and said, Charming! in an absent-minded way many times. He offered to send them some cuttings from a rare plant; Elizabeth thanked him, and said that she would love to have them. When the Trelawneys had departed Stephen asked her what on earth she had said that for?

“Well, what else could I say?” she demanded, wide-eyed.

“Why, that you didn’t really understand horticulture, and it would be waste to give his rarities to you.”

She was aghast.

“Stephen! But how rude!”

“No, not a bit. You could have said it so that he would have understood perfectly.”

“I wouldn’t have hurt his feelings for worlds!”