Back Instead of the Thorn
Chapters (33)
  1. Chapter One
  2. Chapter Two
  3. Chapter Three
  4. Chapter Four
  5. Chapter Five
  6. Chapter Six
  7. Chapter Seven
  8. Chapter Eight
  9. Chapter Nine
  10. Chapter Ten
  11. Chapter Eleven
  12. Chapter Twelve
  13. Chapter Thirteen
  14. Chapter Fourteen
  15. Chapter Fifteen
  16. Chapter Sixteen
  17. Chapter Seventeen
  18. Chapter Eighteen
  19. Chapter Nineteen
  20. Chapter Twenty
  21. Chapter Twenty-One
  22. Chapter Twenty-Two
  23. Chapter Twenty-Three
  24. Chapter Twenty-Four
  25. Chapter Twenty-Five
  26. Chapter Twenty-Six
  27. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  28. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  29. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  30. Chapter Thirty
  31. Chapter Thirty-One
  32. Chapter Thirty-Two
  33. Chapter Thirty-Three

“I can’t remember that she said anything. Oh yes, she did! She said Elizabeth hadn’t got a mind of her own! That’s rather true, Stephen.”

“It’s not. She’s shy and reserved.”

“I expect it’s the aunt,” Mrs. Ramsay said placably. “She won’t let Elizabeth have a mind of her own; she wants her to have her mind. Stephen, that’s rather clever. Now I know where you get your brains from.”

He laughed, but reluctantly and like a sulky boy.

“Because Elizabeth doesn’t smoke and doesn’t always say exactly what she thinks, whether it’s rude or not, Cynthia condemns her. That’s just like Cynthia. Beastly intolerance.”

“Yes, but we Ramsays are always dreadfully outspoken, dear.”

“What’s that got to do with it?”

“Lots. You see, Stephen, you’ve always been used to terribly frank people, and you’re the same yourself.”

He rose and went to the fire, one hand on the mantelpiece and the other deep in his trouser-pocket. He spoke, looking down into the fire, and not at his mother.

“What are you driving at, mater?”

“Only that you’ve never been interested in a girl as you’re interested in Elizabeth, dear hoy.”

“No.” He began to play with one of the china ornaments near his hand.

“And you sent me to see what I thought of her. Didn’t you?”

“I suppose— Yes. You know, this is rather—”

“Dreadfully. Well, I like Elizabeth, but I don’t know why I’d like her if I had to.”

He raised his head, and Mrs. Ramsay saw that his eyes were crinkling at the corners. That hinted smile was reflected on her lips at once.

“Wouldn’t you feel the same about any girl, mater?”

“Yes, I expect I should. Of course, darling, you’ll do as you please, and I shall be nice about it— Don’t you think I should be a charming mother-in-law?—only don’t rush into anything with your eyes shut. That would hurt me terribly.”

“I’m not a bit likely to do that, mater.”

“Yes, you are, Stephen. You’re so like your father.”

The smile grew.

“Well, if he rushed into marriage with you with his eyes shut I can’t do better than to follow his example and shut my eyes.”

“My dear, what a beautiful compliment! But Elizabeth isn’t like me, you know.”

He looked wistfully down at her.

“I thought you’d get on with her so well, mater. She is like you in some ways—at least, I think so.”

Mrs. Ramsay went to him and put her hand up to stroke his cheek.

“Poor boy! I expect I shall get on with her splendidly when I see her away from her aunt. Anyway, don’t let’s worry! Only I do so wish it had been Nina Trelawney.”