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Chapters (33)
  1. Chapter One
  2. Chapter Two
  3. Chapter Three
  4. Chapter Four
  5. Chapter Five
  6. Chapter Six
  7. Chapter Seven
  8. Chapter Eight
  9. Chapter Nine
  10. Chapter Ten
  11. Chapter Eleven
  12. Chapter Twelve
  13. Chapter Thirteen
  14. Chapter Fourteen
  15. Chapter Fifteen
  16. Chapter Sixteen
  17. Chapter Seventeen
  18. Chapter Eighteen
  19. Chapter Nineteen
  20. Chapter Twenty
  21. Chapter Twenty-One
  22. Chapter Twenty-Two
  23. Chapter Twenty-Three
  24. Chapter Twenty-Four
  25. Chapter Twenty-Five
  26. Chapter Twenty-Six
  27. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  28. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  29. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  30. Chapter Thirty
  31. Chapter Thirty-One
  32. Chapter Thirty-Two
  33. Chapter Thirty-Three

“I must, ’Lisbeth. I don’t pretend—that it’ll be easy, but I can’t live—without you. I’ve—I’ve been through hell and I’ll be content—with just your—companionship. I can do nothing without you. I—” The words choked in his throat. Again he kissed her wrist.

“You make me ashamed,” she said, very low. “I—oh, you make me ashamed.”

“There’s no need for you to be that, my darling. When you’ve—dreaded final—separation—as I’ve dreaded it— this compact seems—a great deal. More than I expected. Only—think it over, ’Lisbeth, out of fairness to yourself. It wasn’t only the—physical part that upset you. It was everything. You couldn’t stand things I did and said; I got on your nerves. Won’t that happen again, however hard I try to prevent it?”

There was a rush of tears to her eyes.

“Ah, don’t, Stephen! I’ve learned better ways, truly I have! Living alone has taught me—so much! I’ll be thankful for anything now—not criticising or letting myself be intolerant over the tiny details that don’t matter. You see, I’ve discovered that they don’t. I’m not saying this—out of impulse; I’ve thought and thought, and I know what I’m about this time. I’ve—had my eyes—thoroughly opened.”

“Then come, Elizabeth,” he said. “My—beautiful Elizabeth!”

There was more yet to be told; she would not shirk that task.

“Let me get up, Stephen. There’s something else. You’ve—got to—hear it.”

He rose at once, and it seemed to her that the haggard look crept back into his face. She came tremblingly to her feet, and stared resolutely up at him.

“About—Charles,” she said, with an effort.

The lids closed over his eyes for an instant; she saw him square his shoulders, in readiness for a blow.

“You may not want me—I—you probably heard—things. People—talked. I let—him make—love to me. I—it was wrong, wicked—only I was—so lonely, and—and I thought that he was nice—and—”

He took a swift step towards her, brow lowering, eyes dark with suspicious anger.

“What did he do to you? Tell me, Elizabeth! Tell me at once! What did he do?”

The savagery in his voice sent a thrill through her.

“Oh, no, Stephen! Nothing! I—oh, you didn’t think he was—was—my lover?”

“No!”

She drew a deep breath of relief.