Back Instead of the Thorn
Chapters (33)
  1. Chapter One
  2. Chapter Two
  3. Chapter Three
  4. Chapter Four
  5. Chapter Five
  6. Chapter Six
  7. Chapter Seven
  8. Chapter Eight
  9. Chapter Nine
  10. Chapter Ten
  11. Chapter Eleven
  12. Chapter Twelve
  13. Chapter Thirteen
  14. Chapter Fourteen
  15. Chapter Fifteen
  16. Chapter Sixteen
  17. Chapter Seventeen
  18. Chapter Eighteen
  19. Chapter Nineteen
  20. Chapter Twenty
  21. Chapter Twenty-One
  22. Chapter Twenty-Two
  23. Chapter Twenty-Three
  24. Chapter Twenty-Four
  25. Chapter Twenty-Five
  26. Chapter Twenty-Six
  27. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  28. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  29. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  30. Chapter Thirty
  31. Chapter Thirty-One
  32. Chapter Thirty-Two
  33. Chapter Thirty-Three

Elizabeth partook of a frugal meal at a tea-shop in the near vicinity. She bought an evening paper to read; she had never before known what a number of divorces there were. She read one case till her face grew hot as she pictured herself in the witness-box. After that she studied the racing news and the report of the debate in the Commons.

She spent the evening alternately staring into the fire and reading what seemed to be a very dull book.

“It will be better later,” she thought. “When I’m more used to being by myself—and when I’ve got something to do.”

Miss Arden came to see her next morning. She found Elizabeth composing a list of groceries.

“Oh, my darling!” she said, for no particular reason.

“Hullo, Auntie! Sit down,” Elizabeth said. She had been feeling miserable and helpless, but she would not let Miss Arden see this. “I’m making a list. Such an awful job! I’ve no idea what quantities of everything I’ll want!”

“If only you would come home!” Miss Arden sighed. “I can’t bear to think of you all by yourself. It’s not fitting. You’re so young and inexperienced. When I think of that man—”

“Please don’t let’s talk about Stephen!” Elizabeth said. “I’m enjoying myself no end. How many pounds of sugar shall I order?”

“Two of each sort. Oh, my dear child, I don’t know how you can be so cheerful! It’s such a dreadful thing to happen! In our family, too! If your poor mother could but see—”

“Do you think I’ll need any rice? I never eat it, but is it used for anything but puddings?”

“No. And if you had to live by yourself—but I cannot see why you want to—you might at least have come to South Kensington. Being here is nearly as bad as being out of town. ’Bus 30 is always full, and it means I have to take the Underground and then change. Really, Elizabeth, I don’t understand you. I should have thought that you’d have wanted to be with us at such a time.”

Elizabeth was silent.

“You’ve changed, Elizabeth. I said so to your father as soon as I saw you after your honeymoon. Only of course he couldn’t see it. Men are so blind. So selfishly blind. They only care for themselves. Poor child, you’ve found that out.”

“No,” Elizabeth said. “No. Stephen—hasn’t been— selfish. He—he was—anything but that.”

“It’s sweet of you to stand up for him, my dear, but I know what husbands are.”

“That’s rather clever of you, Aunt, considering that you’ve never had one,” Elizabeth said smoothly. She was surprised at herself; it was the sort of thing Stephen might have said.