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Chapters (33)
  1. Chapter One
  2. Chapter Two
  3. Chapter Three
  4. Chapter Four
  5. Chapter Five
  6. Chapter Six
  7. Chapter Seven
  8. Chapter Eight
  9. Chapter Nine
  10. Chapter Ten
  11. Chapter Eleven
  12. Chapter Twelve
  13. Chapter Thirteen
  14. Chapter Fourteen
  15. Chapter Fifteen
  16. Chapter Sixteen
  17. Chapter Seventeen
  18. Chapter Eighteen
  19. Chapter Nineteen
  20. Chapter Twenty
  21. Chapter Twenty-One
  22. Chapter Twenty-Two
  23. Chapter Twenty-Three
  24. Chapter Twenty-Four
  25. Chapter Twenty-Five
  26. Chapter Twenty-Six
  27. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  28. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  29. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  30. Chapter Thirty
  31. Chapter Thirty-One
  32. Chapter Thirty-Two
  33. Chapter Thirty-Three

“You see, ’Lisbeth, we—we can’t end like this. I— That’s not possible. But this is the only way—that I can see—to give our happiness a chance. And we must do that, Elizabeth. We must. I can’t believe that this is the end of our life together. I know it isn’t. It’s—an interlude. We’ll look back on it some day, and smile, and wonder what was the matter with us. I suppose most married people go through a period of—dissension, only with us it’s more acute, more dangerous. So whatever we do, Elizabeth, don’t let us plunge in the dark. You don’t know your own mind yet. A year from now it’ll be different. You’ll know—at least, I think so—one way or the other.”

She looked curiously up at him.

“You’re—willing to wait—all that time?”

“Yes, if eventually—we come together again. It won’t take so long as that. I—I hope it won’t. I don’t know— I may be talking nonsense, but I feel that we’ve got—just a chance.”

“You—you may change,” she reminded him nervously. “You may find that—that you don’t love me—after all.”

He smiled, crookedly.

“No, I shan’t do that. I do love you. That can’t change.”

“I’m—I’m not a companion to you. A thousand things that I do—or don’t do—irritate you.”

“But still I love you. It makes all the difference, ’Lisbeth. If you really love, those little irritations don’t matter—except momentarily. You get above them. They do matter to you—because—you don’t—love me. And because I know that you don’t—love anyone else—I feel there’s hope. There’s no other man. You just haven’t learned to love. That’s all.”

“I don’t think—I shall ever learn,” she said wistfully. “I—I wasn’t meant to be married.”

“You were, ’Lisbeth. Only you haven’t grown up yet. I’m beginning to see that. A year will make a difference in you. And, ’Lisbeth, promise me this!—If ever you need me, or want my help, you won’t let pride stand in the way? Send for me. I shan’t come if you don’t, you see.”

She hesitated.

“It’s not much to ask, ’Lisbeth,” he said, rather sadly.

“No, oh no! I—I will promise. Th-thank you. I— suppose I’ve—treated you—very badly. I’m—sorry. It —it hasn’t been all my fault, Stephen.”