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Instead, there’d been grungy rooms three flights up from the street. And those streets had been a dark carnival at night, a place where everything had its price. Sex, drugs, weapons, misery.
He’d learned that no matter what went on in those grungy rooms, he shouldn’t go out after dark.
There’d been no one to care if he was clean or fed, if he was sick or scared. He’d never felt like a hero there, or even very much like a kid. He’d felt like a thing, and he’d learned quickly that things are often hunted.
Gloria had ridden all the rides in that carnival, again and again. She’d brought the freaks and the hustlers into those rooms, selling herself to whoever would pay the price of her next spin.
A year ago Seth hadn’t believed his life would ever be any different. Then Ray came and took him to the house by the water. Ray showed him a different world and promised he would never have to go back to the old one.
Ray had died, but he had kept his promise all the same. Now Seth could stand in the big backyard with water lapping at its edges and throw balls and sticks for the dogs to chase while an angel-faced toddler laughed.
“Seth, let me! Let me!” Aubrey danced on her sturdy little legs, holding up both hands for the mangled ball.
“Okay, you throw it.”
He grinned while she screwed up her face with concentration and effort. The ball bounced inches away from the toes of her bright-red sneakers. Simon snapped it up, making her squeal with delight, then politely offered it back.
“Oooh, good doggie.” Aubrey batted the patient Simon on either side of his jaw. Angling for attention, Foolish nudged his way in, shoved her down on her butt. She rewarded him with a fierce hug. “Now you,” she ordered Seth. “You do it.”
Obliging her, Seth winged the ball. He laughed as the dogs raced after it, bumping their bodies like two football players rushing downfield. They crashed into the woods, sending a pair of birds squawking skyward.
At that moment, with Aubrey bouncing with giggles, the dogs barking, the fresh September air on his cheeks, Seth was completely happy. A part of his mind focused on it, snatched at it to keep. The angle of the sun, the brilliance of light on the water, the creamy sound of Otis Redding drifting through the kitchen window, the bitchy complaints of the birds, and the rich salty scent of the bay.
He was home.
Then the putt of a motor caught his attention. When he turned he saw the family sloop angling in toward the dock. At the wheel, Phillip raised a hand in greeting. Even as Seth returned the wave, his gaze shifted to the woman standing beside Phillip. It felt as if something brushed over the nape of his neck, light and cagey as the legs of a spider. Absently he rubbed at it, shrugged his shoulders, then took Aubrey firmly by the hand.