His voice had changed, she noted, softened. So, she thought, he grieves, too. Then she saw the ripe disgust come into his eyes.

“She came on to him,” Seth said shortly, “and he got real upset. He didn’t yell or anything, but he got real hard in the eyes. He made her leave. He had money with him, and he said if she wanted it, to leave. So she took it and went. He told me he had a house by the water, and a dog, and that I could live there if I wanted. And no one would mess with me.”

“You went with him.”

“He was old,” Seth said with a shrug. “I figured I could get away from him if he tried anything. But you could trust Ray. He was decent. He said I’d never have to go back to the way things were. And I won’t. No matter what, I won’t go back. And I don’t trust you.” His eyes were adult again, his voice controlled and derisive. “Because you lied, you pretended to be decent. All you were doing was spying on us.”

“You’re right.” She thought it the hardest thing she’d ever done, or would ever have to do, to meet those scornful eyes in a child’s face and admit her own sins. “You have no reason to trust me. I didn’t help you. I could have, all those years ago when she brought you to New York. I didn’t want to see. It was easier not to. And when I came home one day and both of you were gone, I didn’t do anything about that, either. I told myself it wasn’t my concern, that you weren’t my responsibility. That wasn’t just wrong, it was cowardly.”

He didn’t want to believe her, didn’t want to hear the regret and the apology in her voice. He balled his hands into fists on his knees. “It doesn’t have anything to do with you now, either.”

“She’s my sister. I can’t change that.” Because it hurt to see the contempt in his eyes, she turned back to Anna. “What can I do to help? Can I make a statement to you? Talk to your lawyer? I’m a licensed psychologist, and Gloria’s sister. I would assume that my opinion might carry some weight toward the guardianship.”

“I’m sure it would,” Anna murmured. “It won’t be easy for you.”

“I have no feelings for her. I’m not proud to say that, but it’s the simple truth. I feel nothing toward her whatsoever, and the sense of responsibility I thought I should feel to her is over. As much as he may wish it otherwise, I’m Seth’s aunt. I intend to help.”

She rose and scanned the faces in the room while her stomach pitched and rolled. “I’m terribly sorry, for all of this. I realize an apology is useless. I have no excuse for what I did. Reasons, but no excuses. It’s perfectly clear that Seth is where he belongs, where he’s happy. If you’ll give me a moment to gather my thoughts, I’ll give you a statement.”