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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“Maybe a little?” Kaden said, sheepish.

“Mom’s not going to be happy about that,” Nate said.

“I don’t know what you remember, but I really hated Dad.”

Nate shrugged. “He’s always been kind of a dick.”

Kaden hitched his shirt up where a scar ran the length of his side. “Remember this?”

Nate pursed his lips and shook his head. “Dad did that?”

Before Kaden could answer, the door opened behind them. “Mr. Bonner?” It was one of the assistant pastors from the Baptist church on the town square, a white man in his forties. “We’ve begun. Your mother’s already on stage.”

“Be right in,” Nate said. “You three may want to stand in the back.”

“Fuck off,” Clem said.

The pastor’s eyebrows shot into his receding hairline, but he held the door open for them all the same.

Irene leaned in. “Kaden’s sitting with us.”

Nate gave Kaden a wounded look.

Kaden shrugged. “Thanks for the jacket,” he said, even though it came down a little too far over his wrists.

“You’re going to need it,” Nate said.

Kaden arched an eyebrow, but before he could ask, Irene had grabbed his hand and was dragging him into the venue. As they walked in, servers were distributing trays of cocktails.

“No, thanks.” He’d had more bourbon this week than he’d had in the past ten years combined. He took a deep breath and pinched the bridge of his nose.

“Had enough to drink already, have we?” Clem asked with a wicked grin as she reached for one of the glasses.

Irene smacked her hand. “We don’t drink Bonner’s.”

“You don’t drink Bonner’s,” Clem said. “I don’t turn down free bourbon.” She and Taylor each grabbed a glass.

Kaden’s mother stood front and center on the stage, a drink in hand. All around the room, people stared at their cocktails.

As Kaden started to sit with Irene’s family, his mother’s voice echoed throughout the room. “Today isn’t only a day for recognizing my late husband’s life, it’s also a day of reconciliation for my family.” A spotlight landed on him, the brightness blinding. He shielded his eyes. “My son Kaden has returned home to help lay his father to rest.”

A collective gasp echoed off the vaulted ceiling as his father’s mourners turned around to face him and his brother.

“I was hoping you’d say a few words,” Sylvia said.

Kaden stared at her. Nate gave him a little push, and before he knew it, Kaden was walking down the center aisle, his brother at his side. Acid burned at the back of his throat as the day’s choices threatened to come up in one giant wave. He swallowed hard. What little color was left in his cheeks faded.