Back In the Shadow Garden
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“This isn’t like him,” I said.

Clem arched an eyebrow. “If you wanted a man who showed up on time—”

Irene paused and looked down into her mug. Again, she felt like she was grasping at straws—at something she couldn’t quite place.

“So, the Bonners don’t know how to keep track of time,” Addison shrugged. “That doesn’t make them bad people.”

“You know that’s not how the story ends.”

“I just think you’re looking to point out how terrible they are,” Addison said.

“Because they’re terrible,” Irene said, then she continued.

Clem sighed. “If Nate’s not here by the time we’re done closing up, you and I are going for milkshakes.”

“Milkshakes were not what I had in mind,” I said.

“Spiked milkshakes.” The two of us had given up bourbon in the final weeks leading up to the shop’s opening. We had too much to focus on to be drinking.

As Clem headed behind the register to count the drawer, I picked up dirty teacups. I started for the sink in the back, when a black Porsche in the alley caught my eye. It sat a few shops down, hidden behind a dumpster. Had I not been at just the right angle, I might not have seen it at all.

“Nate’s here!” I set the dishes down in a hurry and wiped my hands on the sides of my denim overalls before brushing my curls out of my eyes.

When I stepped into the alley, the summer heat hit me like a physical thing. I hurried toward Nate’s car. But with each step I took, I slowed, the feeling in my stomach twisting deeper.

The car looked almost hidden the way he’d parked it.

The windows were fogged.

The frame shook.

I froze. Blinked.

I took a deep breath, fists clenched. Cicadas hummed as they landed on the pavement around me.

I’d asked Nate if there was another woman after I’d seen that first omen. I’d asked him again, and again. But he’d wrapped his arms around me and told me how much he loved me and promised me a life together. And every time, I’d believed him.

Until now.

I should’ve listened to the tea leaves. I should’ve listened to my mother.

“And you should listen to me now,” Irene said.

“Really, Mom?” Addison said.

“She was right,” Irene said. “I could have saved myself a lot of heartache.”

A cicada perched on the back windshield, rubbing its wings and humming in time with the angry beat of my heart. I tried to open the car door. Inside, a woman lay sprawled in the back seat, barely visible through the dark tint of the windows. The look on her face was enough to tell me exactly where Nate was.