Back In the Shadow Garden
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

Taylor jumped down, too. She pulled off her shirt and shorts, revealing a one-piece bathing suit underneath, before tossing one of the tubes into the water below. Then she grabbed the rope, backed up a few steps, and ran for the river. She let out a yell as she swung over the bank. Clem followed after her.

Kaden made no move to get up.

“You coming in?”

“I…” He looked down at the bottle in his hands, then back up to Irene. “Can we talk first?”

Irene sat back down. “About your mom?”

“Sort of,” he said. “I’ve been trying to figure out why everyone forgot I existed.”

“Your mom didn’t remember you?”

“She did,” Kaden said. “But Nate didn’t.”

“Wow,” Irene said. “Kind of shitty for him to give up his memories of you.”

“Unless…” Kaden sighed and tilted his head back against the sycamore trunk. “What if he had a reason? What if you all had a reason for wanting to forget me?”

“Do not tell me you let Quinn get in your head.”

“Maybe she’s right,” Kaden said. “I left the same summer your brother died. What if I had something to do with it?”

Irene took the bottle from him, forcing him to look at her. “Yes, something awful happened that summer. But if it wasn’t an accident and my brother was murdered, I would’ve never, under any circumstances, given up the truth of that.”

“What if… you didn’t give those memories up willingly?” Kaden asked.

Irene shook her head. “I don’t understand.”

“I can’t keep coming around to see you without telling you the truth.”

Irene’s chest clenched. Of course this man had been too good to be true. He was a Bonner. She should’ve known better.

“I don’t know how to say this other than to just say it,” Kaden said.

“So, say it.”

“I’m pretty sure I took a woman’s memories the other night at a bar.”

Irene opened her mouth, then closed it.

“I know how it sounds,” Kaden said. “I tried to tell my mom, and she said it wasn’t possible, that I must’ve misremembered.”

Kaden’s aura was all hyacinths and weeping willows and king’s spear, and though his regret was obvious, as far as Irene could see, he was earnest. He was as lost as she felt.

“I didn’t mean to,” he said. “I didn’t even know I could. Maybe I did it that summer. Maybe the dark thing the town let go of was me.”

Irene looked down at the bottle in her hands and took a long drink. Then she closed her eyes and thought back to that year, to finding Nate in the alley.