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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

Sylvia stood and crossed over to his couch. She sat beside him and wrapped her arms around him. “No. Of course not.” She rubbed her hand along his upper back. “But if you did, it wouldn’t make me love you any less.”

The door to the sitting room opened, and they jumped apart.

“Just got off the phone with the pastor. Things are coming together. The rosemary you ordered from the Haywoods arrived.”

Kaden lifted his head and found his younger brother standing in the doorway. He almost flinched. Nate looked so much like the father of his childhood. The same height, the same build, the same red cheeks.

“Shit,” Kaden murmured, and his mother shot him a scandalized look. “He looks a lot like Dad.”

Seeing him in that light, it wasn’t hard to believe that Nate cheated on Irene. Yet something in Kaden wanted to jump up and grab his younger brother into a hug. Nate looked at Kaden, then glanced at their mother.

“I didn’t realize you had company,” Nate said.

The words knocked the wind out of Kaden.

“You… you don’t recognize me?” Kaden got up and crossed the room, bringing them face-to-face. He had forgotten that Nate had a couple of inches on him.

Nate narrowed his eyes. “Should I?”

Even his own brother had forgotten about him. No, not forgotten—let his memories go.

“I’m your brother,” Kaden said.

Nate blinked, took a quick breath. “Kaden?” He looked at their mom, who hadn’t bothered to get up from the couch.

“He’s come home,” she said.

“You look a little like Dad, too, I guess?” He closed his eyes, pressed his palms to them, and shook his head. “Why didn’t I remember you?”

“You gave him up to the memory harvest,” Sylvia said.

“But you still remembered him?” Nate asked. “Why didn’t you tell me? Why have you never mentioned him?”

“After he left, it was too painful for you.” Sylvia sighed. “You made a choice.”

Nate rubbed at the space between his eyes. “A choice? I don’t… But I would’ve written it down… You could’ve…” He trailed off, shook his head. “It’s weird,” he said. “Hearing your name brought some of it back. Like there was still a part of you in here somewhere.”

He took a few steps forward and grabbed Kaden in a hug. Kaden let himself feel the fierceness of his brother’s hold, but he knew it wouldn’t last. Nate was just as much a snake as his mother.

“When did you leave?” Nate asked.

“The summer of ’97,” Kaden said.

Nate stumbled backward. “I don’t understand.”

“It’s not just you. It seems like all of Yarrow decided to forget me.” Kaden shook his head. “I need to get out of here for a little bit. This is a lot to process.”

“But you’ll be here for the service?” Sylvia asked.