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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“I’m not grieving my dad,” Kaden said. But that wasn’t fully true. He’d never stopped mourning the father Christian Durant could have been. The family he might have had if they’d chosen love over control.

“I take it things weren’t great between the two of you,” Irene said.

What could it hurt, baring his heart to this woman who could read it so clearly? The day had already been strange enough.

“He was abusive,” Kaden said.

“Nate never told me that.” Irene shook her head.

“He wouldn’t have,” Kaden said. “Dad never raised a hand to him. It was me he went after.”

“Did your mom know?” Irene asked.

He let out a strangled laugh. “You know, she told me I could stop what my father was doing to me?” He rubbed at his eyes. “I thought I’d buried all this, but coming back here…”

“If you want me to ease the pain…”

Kaden shook his head. “I think some pain we’re meant to keep. To remind us who we never want to be.”

Irene sipped her drink. “You surprise me, Kaden Bonner.”

He kneaded his knuckles against the side of his neck and stole a quick glance at her. “Why are you doing this for me?”

“Drinking a mint julep and watching the sunset?” Irene asked.

“Inviting me to your family dinner, agreeing to attend my father’s funeral,” Kaden said. “You don’t even know me.”

She started to answer, but he cut her short. “And don’t tell me it’s because of the leaves.”

“It is because of the leaves,” she said.

“From what I heard in there, you hate my family far more than I remember,” Kaden said.

“You can thank your brother for that.”

“This is about more than Nate.”

“My mom doesn’t like what the bourbon industry’s become. She doesn’t like the memory harvest, the gloom, any of it.” She sighed. “When you spend enough time pulling sorrow from people’s hearts, you start to wonder where it comes from.”

“You think my family’s responsible?”

Irene shrugged. “My mom thinks they are. And that definitely made it easier for me to write off your entire family after what your brother did to me.”

“But you’re still willing to help me,” Kaden said. “That’s what I don’t understand.”

She let out a heavy sigh and leaned her head back against the chair. “I have this… feeling when I’m around you. I can’t really explain it. Like I want to trust you. It doesn’t make any sense, but there it is. Combined with the leaves, it’s something I can’t just ignore.”