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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“It’s time you forgot your magic.”

As a soft cry escaped her lips, I turned back to the crowd. “My mother doesn’t only take your worst moments; she takes whatever she wants. I don’t know what she’s stolen, but it’s time you know the truth.”

People looked around at one another. While some shook their heads in disbelief, others nodded slowly, mouths open as if trying to piece together gaps in their own memories.

“Are you quite finished?” my mother asked.

My stomach bottomed out. I gripped the microphone tighter and turned.

“I’m glad you came to me with your worries,” she said. “But you should’ve known I’d do what was best for this family. Nate, please get your brother off the stage.”

Nate stood at the base of the steps sneering. I hadn’t seen him arrive.

“But…”

Before I could finish the thought, a heavy buzzing filled the air.

The crowd parted.

Irene ran toward me, surrounded by a winged swarm, a blood-drenched child in her arms. My heart froze at the sight of her. I blinked, tried to reconcile what I saw. A scream pierced the cacophony as Taylor ran for her.

Irene opened her mouth, and the sound ceased. She confronted Nate. “You killed my brother.”

The silence that followed was thick with her pain.

My head went light. Nolan was dead?

“You didn’t really think I’d drink Bonner’s with you, did you?” Nate’s laughter cut like a knife. “I talked to the bartender well before you showed up to make sure you had the family recipe, not me.”

I brought a hand to my throat as I realized the implication.

I watched in horror as my father appeared behind Maura in the crowd. He grabbed her around the middle and shoved a bourbon ball into her mouth. She tried to push him off, but he was too big. No one helped. They were all too focused on the woman dripping blood.

My mother nodded to Nate, who hopped off the stage and started toward the antique still. Then, to the crowd, Sylvia said, “I’d hoped it wouldn’t come to this, but it’s time you all forget the Haywoods ever owned the land where we grow our corn. You can forget about this little conversation, too—this whole summer, in fact—and everything you know about my son Kaden beyond his name. Like none of it ever happened at all.”

Lips parted. Smoke poured into the air, the gloom thicker than I’d ever seen it. Eyes glazed over as the dark mist swirled up and around and toward the old still.

My mother leaned in closer to me and whispered, “I think it would be best if you forgot your friendship with Irene, with her family and her friends—that she and Nate ever ended things.”