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Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

The sunset lit the sky on fire, casting an orange glow over every leaf and flower in the shadow garden. Kaden and I had gone out beyond the far edge of my family’s property, where the distillery was out of sight and out of mind and the tilled earth gave way to tall grass and the forest beyond.

We sat on an old quilt I dug out of the attic after deeming the one at the foot of my bed too tainted to sleep under. Kaden wrapped his arms around his knees as he stared out into the night. The fireflies dotted the darkening sky like stars.

I could do this for the rest of my life and be perfectly happy.

The thought hit me like the heat of the sun coming out from behind a cloud. It soaked into my skin and warmed me all over. It had only been a month since I found Nate in the back alley, and while part of me was afraid people would think I was bouncing from one brother to the next, using Kaden to try and move on, I knew it wasn’t like that. This was at once something new and something that had been growing inside us both long before this moment. I’d loved Kaden for so long, I just hadn’t realized I’d been falling in love with him.

Maybe this summer hadn’t been all bad.

I moved closer to Kaden and rested my head against his shoulder. I’d done it a hundred times before, as friends, but this time, with my cheek pressed against his flannel, everything felt different. More alive.

“You know, my mom told me that if you were just a rebound, I needed to stop all this foolishness right now,” I said. “That you don’t deserve a broken heart simply because I gave mine to the wrong man.”

Kaden laughed softly. “I’d happily be your rebound.” He threaded his fingers through mine and tilted his head back. “I’ve wanted to do this for so long.”

“What? To stare up at the sky and hold my hand?” I asked.

He gave me a half smile, then leaned closer, his lips brushing the shell of my ear as he whispered, “You have very nice hands.”

I let out a laugh. “Sure, if you like calluses.”

“I do, in fact, like calluses.”

I had to admit that I’d thought about going out with Kaden long before then, but I’d been too scared to lose my best friend. When Nate had asked me out, I’d mentioned the idea of dating him to Kaden to see how he’d react. He’d been nothing but supportive. I’d decided I’d made the right choice. I could have the best of both worlds—Nate as my husband, and Kaden, his brother, my best friend.

“I wish you’d told me sooner,” I said.