Back In the Shadow Garden
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Yarrow’s Founding Families
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Chapter 39
  43. Chapter 40
  44. Chapter 41
  45. Chapter 42
  46. Chapter 43
  47. Chapter 44
  48. Chapter 45
  49. Chapter 46
  50. Chapter 47
  51. Chapter 48
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Discover More
  54. About the Author
  55. Reading Group Guide
  56. Author’s Note
  57. Discussion Questions
  58. Glossary

“I went out to the garden to clear my head,” he said. “I sat down, and all of a sudden there was a vine tickling my hand. It wrapped around my wrist and gave me a strawberry. So I ate it.”

“It gave you a berry?” Irene’s eyes were wide.

He nodded. “Then I had these… flashes. Snippets of conversations. Memories. They were mine, but I didn’t remember having lived any of the moments, which is why the next morning I thought it was all just a dream. I’ve been spending a lot of time with your family, working through my own shit…”

“Visions,” Irene said. “Like what Addison said the other day.”

“I guess,” Kaden said. “Yeah.”

“What was in them?” Irene prodded.

“You,” Kaden said. “Me. The two of you,” he said to Clem and Taylor. “Your family, my family. But we were all younger. I think…” He addressed Clem specifically, “I think that you and I were friends once—good friends. And you, too, Irene, we all knew each other before. Really well.” He didn’t tell them the other feeling he’d had in the dream, the aching sensation of wanting nothing more than to kiss away Irene’s tears. “You were telling me about Nate cheating on you, then I was yelling at Nate, and he said he could make it all go away. Then I was talking to my mom about putting a stop to him. Then we were with your family, Irene, in your kitchen—all of us—talking about mine. You were worried about the bourbon, and Maura said she wanted to expose my family, to kick my mom off your land.”

“The cornfield?” Irene asked.

Kaden shook his head. “I don’t know. I only have pieces to put together, but after what happened tonight…” He took a deep breath. “In my vision, we went to tell the mayor about what was happening, and Susheila was talking about running an article in the paper. And then… then I saw you, Irene, holding a child. Quinn, I think. You were both covered in blood.”

As much as Kaden wanted to close his eyes and bury his head, he looked Taylor in the eye as he said it. He knew he owed her that much. She tilted her head back and pressed her palms against her eyes, then she said, “Did you kill him?”

“I don’t know,” Kaden said.

“Tell us exactly what you saw,” Clem said.

“I had a hand on the mic stand. There were cicadas, so many cicadas. Then Irene was there holding Quinn and looking at me.”

“That’s not proof you killed Nolan,” Clem said.

“But you heard Quinn,” Taylor said. “She dreamed about him.”

“How did you feel?” Irene asked.

“Terrified.”

“Not guilty?” Irene asked.