Back In the Fall
Chapters (16)
  1. Cover Page
  2. IN THE FALL
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Part I Randolph
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Part II Bethlehem
  10. Four
  11. Five (interlude)
  12. Six
  13. Part III Sweetboro
  14. Seven
  15. Eight
  16. Acknowledgments

He went across the yard with his head bent down, the rain striking hard his humped back. He opened the door of the cabin but the dogs failed to pour out as he expected. He stepped up inside, shaking the water off his head. The dogs were up on the bed, one either side of Daphne. Who sat crosslegged, her hair in wet matted ropes, peeled away from her face, the L. C. Smith held over her lap.

“Jesus Christ,” he said and stepped forward to take the shotgun up from her, her hands coming off it and held up a moment in the air after it. He broke it open and drew out the two shells and put them in his trouser pocket and snapped the gun to and leaned it against the wall. Her eyes wide upon him, her face damp with rain from her hair. He said, “What’re you doing?”

“I got scared,” she said. “I thought something happened to you.”

“I’m all fucked up,” he said.

She stood off the bed. In heavy dark denim jeans too big for her belted high on her waist with four-inch cuffs over rough old boots also too big, a flannel shirt buttoned tight to her throat. The clothes splotched with rain, the boots rimed with red gumbo mud. She stood before him, not too close. When she stood the young dog Glow also rose up, sitting on the bed, watching. Daphne said, “When you didn’t show up last night I woke up this morning feeling something was wrong. I called Uncle Lex on the telephone and he didn’t sound right to me, sounded giddy and worked up, kept telling me everything was fine. The way a person does when it’s not. There wasn’t any way to get into town so I set off walking. I got a ride pretty quick.”

“What were you up to with my shotgun?” Feeling offkey. He wanted to be alone. Yet there she was. Her lips parted, her breath coming onto him a little sour. Her fear, he thought.

“I came right in the front door, down the hall and stood looking in the dining room at the two of you. He was off, wild, talking about somebody, I don’t know who. And you, braced back in your chair like you’d been hit. And not either one of you aware I was there. So I went out and came around here. And seen that gun leaned up against the wall and knew you had a reason for it being there. I didn’t know what to do. All I could do was sit here and wait, thinking if you came through the door in a hurry I could maybe stop whatever was coming after you.”

He looked at her then, the wet girl. “Is that what you thought?”

“Don’t make fun of me.”

He shook his head. “Whatever is after me, that shotgun wouldn’t be much good. I’m not making fun.”