Back In the Fall
Chapters (16)
  1. Cover Page
  2. IN THE FALL
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Part I Randolph
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Part II Bethlehem
  10. Four
  11. Five (interlude)
  12. Six
  13. Part III Sweetboro
  14. Seven
  15. Eight
  16. Acknowledgments

Back outside his penis was stuck against his trousers. He turned back toward his room. The girl was not on the stoop. At his room he carried the pitcher to the pump and back upstairs where he stripped and washed himself. The room was hot and stank of urine, sweat, blood, rotting wallpaper, cheap plaster, decay. He forced up the window and the air over him was hot, fetid from the street. All around him in the building and out was the sound of movement. He lay naked on his back on the mattress and laid the wrung washing cloth over his eyes. He spread his arms and legs wide, spread-eagled against the heat. A contentment came over him. He was not happy but did not yet expect to be so. The contentment was that of an animate stone finally dislodged and rolling downhill. After a time he slept.

It was dark when he woke. He dressed and went out. Far uptown he could see the bright flare in the sky of electric streetlights. Along this street the only light was what came from the steamed murked storefronts but the sidewalks were clumped with people, some strolling, some moving with purpose. The stoops were also filled, families and single men and women motionless as the night threaded away at the last of the day’s heat. Up the hill above the town the great lights of the quarries bloomed and he felt the rumble of machinery through his feet and body as much as heard it. He was hungry again and went along the street toward the restaurant where he’d eaten earlier. Tomorrow, he figured, he’d branch out.

A woman approached and spoke quietly to him. He didn’t believe it was the same woman from earlier. It was not the girl from the stoop either. He told her thank you, no, but she’d already read that of him and moved away. He didn’t look after her.

The restaurant had thick paper shades rolled down inside the windows but was lit within and he saw figures move silhouetted behind the dirty yellow paper. A man sat on the one-step stoop, his knees drawn up near to his chin. He wore a small-brimmed derby hat and was smoking a thin cigar, the smoke a rancid twist in the air. He watched Jamie approach and then caught his arm and spoke to him in Italian.

“I’m just looking to get food. Eat.” He made motions with his hand toward his mouth and stepped around the man as he opened the door and went in. The man came in behind him. Unlike earlier the room was full, each small table ringed with men. There were no women. No one was eating but the tabletops were filled with small squat glasses, most empty but for one before each man. The empty glasses were separated each clump from the others to make a record. On a table at the back of the room were carboys of glass covered with woven straw and racks of glasses. The man who had fed him earlier crossed the room even as Jamie was entering with his escort. Thick-bodied and with gray strings of hair wrapped over his skull he followed his belly, speaking not to Jamie but the man behind him, who answered back. Up close now, Jamie grinned at him. The man did not smile back. He said, “What you want?”