Chapters (16)
>>Vilcapampa made his early money off drugs and smuggling live animals for the exotics trade. Never totally got free of that, really.
Me: Another reason to be vague about the past.
>>And Langer got Vilcapampa illegal big game hunts. That sort of thing. Arranged it.
Me: A real humanitarian.
>>Like the devil is a humanitarian.
Me: And where do you fall in that spectrum?
>> And it was a while before Vilcapampa’s people realized they were in too deep with Langer. With Contila.
In that lack of answer about the Devil, I knew I should see the answer. It was right there, staring from the darkness, but I just couldn’t see it. Decided to pivot.
Me: Agency?
>>Pardon?
Me: You decide.
>>Clever. Langer had agency for a time, a clear agenda. A kind of Robin Hood. Help the poor, hurt the government, corporations.
Me: And who do you work for? Vilcapampa?
I knew he didn’t. Just wanted a reaction.
>>I forget. It escapes me.
Me: And Langer and Silvina?
>>It worked the usual way. All the parts fit just fine.
It took me a moment to process that. To understand Hellmouth meant Silvina and Langer had slept together. I began to type my surprise, thought better of it. Started over.
Me: And Silvina was drawn to, what, his sexy anarcho-sociopath qualities?
>>More that love-hate thing.
Me: Physical, then.
>>Very. You should see the surveillance photos.
Me: Show me.
>>Voyeur! Kinky. But I don’t have them anymore. Just trust me.
Considered that a moment. Didn’t trust it. In what capacity would he have been privy to the intel? Felt, again, like a fed thing. Or Hellmouth had had a mole.
Me: She thought she’d turn him. Convince him. Use the Robin Hood impulse to pry him wide open.
>>Why do you care? It must bother you. Why does it bother you, Jilly?
Me: Don’t call me that … Then they split up.
>>Obviously. Silvina dumped him.
Me: Would you have slept with me?
>>Field work. Magic. Who do *you* work for?
So that made him uncomfortable. Good.
Me: No one.
>>Are you sure?
Me: What do you want?
>>Want or need?
Me: What is your purpose?
>>What. Is. Robot’s. Purpose.
Me: Yes.
>>
Me: Well?
>>Purpose is overrated. Along with mission statements. You know Larry died in the hospital, right? Allie’s gone missing.
Me: Was that you?
>>No, that was us. Working together.
Me: Fuck you.
>>I thought we already covered that. Oh—and Alex shuttered your company. You must have seen that.
I put the phone down. Hellmouth was full of unpleasant revelations. Silvina. Allie. The company going under didn’t surprise me. I didn’t care, either. I did care whether Allie had been hurt.
I wanted to throw up. I couldn’t. Wanted a cigarette. No, I didn’t. Thankfully, I never allowed the bottles of booze to follow me into the car.