But she’d drive herself crazy wondering, so she might as well get it over with. She peed on the stick and set the timer on her phone she’d left on the bathroom counter last night, hoping Gavin wouldn’t walk in on her. To be on the safe side, she locked the door. This way, only she’d be disappointed, and he’d never know.

It was the longest few minutes of her life. She combed out her hair and tried to still her shaking limbs, no doubt an aftereffect of her recent illness.

She probably had the goddamn flu, and she was going to kick herself for even thinking otherwise.

The timer ran out. She looked over at the stick, not wanting to turn it over, a year’s worth of disappointment a reminder of what was likely to happen.

Just do it, Liz. You’re not a coward, and you’ll deal with it, just like you’ve been dealing with it before.

She took a deep breath, and turned the stick over.

Pregnant.

Holy. Shit.

“Holy shit!”

“Liz? You okay in there?”

She looked at herself in the mirror, and grinned. The nausea and dizziness she’d felt the night of the wedding, her dress feeling too tight, and this morning’s barf-o-rama. It all made sense now. She was pregnant. Thank you God, she was pregnant.

She grabbed the stick and threw open the bathroom door and ran into the bedroom, then leaped on the bed.

“Gavin, we’re pregnant!”

He shot up in bed. “What?”

“Look!” She handed him the stick.

He looked at it, then at her, his eyes wide. “Holy shit.”

“That’s what I said.”

And then he grinned. “We’re pregnant, babe.”

And she grinned back. “I know.”

He pulled her across his lap and kissed her—a long, glorious, we’re-pregnant kiss that curled her toes and caused tears to prick her eyes. When he pulled back, he looked at her. “Our baby is going to look just like you.”

“Or just like you.”

“I love you, Elizabeth Riley.”

“I love you too, Gavin Riley.”

“We have to get through Christmas now.”

“Oh, shit. That’s right. I don’t even care anymore. This is the best day ever.”

He laughed. “Yes, it is.”

She leaped off the bed. “I have to get dressed. And you have to take a shower.”

He got out of bed. “Okay.” And then he stopped and turned to her. “How did you know to take a test this morning?”

“I threw up.”

He grinned. “Awesome.”

***

True to his word, Gavin helped her with the food prep. Which was good, because oh, she was sick. After her initial euphoria faded, the nausea returned. And being surrounded by food didn’t help.