Back Holding Out for Christmas
Chapters (22)
  1. Also by
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Epilogue
  21. Teaser chapter
  22. About the Author

“You’ve been a great audience,” she said in the drawl that was her Lacy voice. “And because this is a special night, I’d like to sing you a special song—one I wrote myself. But first, there’s something I need to do.”

Moving deliberately, she leaned the guitar against a stool, lifted the Stetson off her head, and dropped it to the stage. “I hope you haven’t grown too fond of Miss Lacy Leatherwood,” she said, speaking more to Conner than to her audience. “Because she’s about to say good-bye and go away—for good.”

Next she slipped out of the fancy leather jacket and let it fall next to the hat. Underneath was the black silk blouse. It would have to stay, as would the boots and cheap jewelry. But there was one last thing she needed to get rid of. Reaching up, she tugged at the wig and lifted it off her head to reveal her own short, dark brown hair.

A stunned silence fell over the audience. The only sound in the gym was the faint clatter of the drummer dropping a stick.

Then, from the front of the audience, came the sound of one pair of hands clapping. Megan didn’t have to look down to know that it was Conner, supporting her. In the next instant, more hands joined in, then more, until the applause rose to the gym’s rafters. Tears welled in Megan’s eyes as she motioned for silence.

“Thank you for that,” she said in her natural voice. Then, perching on the stool, she picked up her guitar and strummed a few chords. “This song is dedicated to a certain man. When he hears it, he’ll know who he is.”

Laughter, light and knowing, rippled through the audience. In a place like Branding Iron, juicy tidbits traveled fast. If she and Conner had been seen together even once or twice, the whole town would know by now.

Strumming a few more chords, she began to sing—in a soft, caressing voice that was more her own than Lacy’s:

“My dream of Christmas . . . is a dream of firelight. . .

And the sound of sleigh bells . . . and the fall of snow.

My dream of Christmas . . . is the warmth of laughter . . .

And the joy of children with their eyes aglow.”

As she sang, she could feel Conner’s gaze on her. He had to know the next words were for him, had to know, as everyone listening would know, that she loved him and wanted to be with him forever.

“My dream of Christmas . . . is a dream of mornings . . .

With the golden sunlight . . . on your sleeping face.

My dream of Christmas . . . is a dream of loving . . .

Making tender memories . . . nothing can replace.

My dream of Christmas . . . is you beside me . . .

As the fading sunset . . . paints the sky with flame . . .

My dream is . . .”