Back Hold Up the Sky
Chapters (20)
  1. COVER
  2. BY CIXIN LIU
  3. TITLE PAGE
  4. COPYRIGHT
  5. COPYRIGHT ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  6. TABLE OF CONTENTS
  7. FOREWORD
  8. THE VILLAGE TEACHER
  9. THE TIME MIGRATION
  10. 2018-04-01
  11. FIRE IN THE EARTH
  12. CONTRACTION
  13. MIRROR
  14. ODE TO JOY
  15. FULL-SPECTRUM BARRAGE JAMMING
  16. SEA OF DREAMS
  17. CLOUD OF POEMS
  18. THE THINKER
  19. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  20. AN INVITATION FROM THE PUBLISHER

Time skipped forward a few years. The screen suddenly lit up in a blaze of red, apparently the mouth of a blast furnace. Several workers in dirty asbestos work suits were moving, their silhouettes flickering in and out of the furnace flames. The Senior Official pointed to one of the figures. “That’s my father, a furnace worker.”

“You can change the angle to the front,” said Bai Bing. He tried to take the mouse from the Senior Official, who refused him politely.

“Oh, no. This year, the factory worked everyone overtime to increase production. The workers had to be brought meals by family members, and I went. This was the first time I saw my father at work, from this exact angle. His silhouette against the furnace fire impressed itself into my mind very deeply.”

Once more, years passed in the wake of the time slider, stopping on a clear, sunny day. The bright red flag of the Young Pioneers of China waved against the azure sky. A boy in a white shirt and blue trousers gazed up at it as other hands fastened a red scarf around his neck. The boy’s right hand flew above his head in a salute, passionately announcing to the world that he would always be prepared to struggle for the cause of Communism. His eyes were as clear as the cloudless blue sky.

“I joined the Young Pioneers in second grade of elementary school.”

Time jumped forward, and a different flag appeared: that of the Communist Youth League, against the backdrop of a memorial to the fallen. A small group of older children were swearing their oaths to the flag. He stood in the back row, his eyes as bright as before, but tinged with new fervor and longing.

“I joined the Youth League first year of secondary school.”

The slider moved. The third red flag of his life appeared, the flag of the Communist Party this time, in what appeared to be an enormous lecture hall. The Senior Official zoomed in on one of the six teenagers taking their oaths, letting his face fill the screen.

“I joined the Party sophomore year of college.” The Senior Official pointed at the screen. “Look at my eyes. What do you see in them?”

In that pair of young eyes could still be seen the spark of childhood, the fervor and longing of youth, but there was a new and yet immature wisdom, too.

“I feel you were … sincere,” Bai Bing said, looking at those eyes.

“You’d be right. Until then, I still meant every word of the oath.” The Senior Official wiped at his eye, the motion minute enough that Bai Bing didn’t notice it.