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Chapters (29)
  1. HER BENNY
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  3. Contents
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  5. Preface
  6. Chapter I - Brother and Sister
  7. Chapter II - Addler's Hall
  8. Chapter III - Roughing It
  9. Chapter IV - A Friend in Need
  10. Chapter V - "Oh, Death! What Does Thou Mean?"
  11. Chapter VI - In Which Benny Makes a Discovery
  12. Chapter VII - Two Visits
  13. Chapter VIII - In Which Joe Wrag Has a Vision
  14. Chapter IX - Tempted
  15. Chapter X - In the Woods
  16. Chapter XI - Benny Prays
  17. Chapter XII - Fading Away
  18. Chapter XIII - The Tide Turns
  19. Chapter XIV - A Glimpse of Paradise
  20. Chapter XV - A Terrible Alternative
  21. Chapter XVI - An Experiment
  22. Chapter XVII - Perks Again
  23. Chapter XVIII - Adrift
  24. Chapter XIX - The Border Land
  25. Chapter XX - Life at the Farm
  26. Chapter XXI - An Accident
  27. Chapter XXII - Recognition
  28. Chapter XXIII - The Question Settled
  29. Chapter XXIV - The Reward of Well-Doing

"It's mighty queer, sir," said Benny, turning pale again; "but I hope you'll not think that I've took it."

"I'm afraid that I must think so."

Then there was another pause, while Benny trembled from head to foot. At length Mr. Lawrence spoke again.

"I do not wish to be hard with you, Benny," he said; "and if you will only confess that you have taken the note, I will forgive you."

"And if I was to tell a lie and say I took it, you would ask me for it at once, and I ain't got it." And Benny burst into tears.

"No, I will be more lenient still, for I know what a grief it will be to my little girl when she hears about it. If you will only confess that you have taken it, I won't even ask you to return it. But if you will not confess, I'm afraid the law will have to take its course."

Poor Benny! It was a terrible moment to him, and he tried to realize how much depended upon his answer. By telling a lie he might still keep his situation and the friendship of his little benefactress, and yet reach the heights to which his ambition pointed. But if he stuck to the truth, what would there be? A prison, perhaps, and then the old life in the streets—hunger and weariness and cold. True, if he told a lie Mr. Lawrence would then have no doubt of his guilt. But, alas! he would still believe him guilty if he told the truth, and not only Mr. Lawrence, but every one else that knew him would regard him as a thief.

It was a terrible alternative. Tell a lie, and still go on the shining way that for months had been opening up before him; tell the truth, and go back to the old life, that would now seem worse than death—go back to want and disgrace.

At one time he would not have been long in deciding the question. But conscience had been awakened since then, and, while he hesitated, the little pale face of his dead sister rose up between him and his employer, and a voice within seemed to whisper, "Tell the truth, Benny, and the Lord will provide."

It was a brief interval since Mr. Lawrence had spoken, but in those few moments Benny had fought the fiercest battle of his life, and had won the victory.

He lifted his swimming eyes to Mr. Lawrence and said,

"I cannot tell a lie, sir." That was all.