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Chapters (29)
  1. HER BENNY
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  3. Contents
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  5. Preface
  6. Chapter I - Brother and Sister
  7. Chapter II - Addler's Hall
  8. Chapter III - Roughing It
  9. Chapter IV - A Friend in Need
  10. Chapter V - "Oh, Death! What Does Thou Mean?"
  11. Chapter VI - In Which Benny Makes a Discovery
  12. Chapter VII - Two Visits
  13. Chapter VIII - In Which Joe Wrag Has a Vision
  14. Chapter IX - Tempted
  15. Chapter X - In the Woods
  16. Chapter XI - Benny Prays
  17. Chapter XII - Fading Away
  18. Chapter XIII - The Tide Turns
  19. Chapter XIV - A Glimpse of Paradise
  20. Chapter XV - A Terrible Alternative
  21. Chapter XVI - An Experiment
  22. Chapter XVII - Perks Again
  23. Chapter XVIII - Adrift
  24. Chapter XIX - The Border Land
  25. Chapter XX - Life at the Farm
  26. Chapter XXI - An Accident
  27. Chapter XXII - Recognition
  28. Chapter XXIII - The Question Settled
  29. Chapter XXIV - The Reward of Well-Doing

"Close the door agin him! Close the door agin my own child, my own flesh and blood! Why, I've been longing for years for him to come home. I wish he'd try me, he should have the best of everything I've got in the house. Oh, marcy! how my poor old heart 'ud ache with joy if he were to come to-night."

Joe had got quite excited while delivering himself of this long speech. So the nurse said quietly,

"So you think, Joe, that you are better than God."

"Better 'n God?"

"Yes; more merciful, and loving, and kind."

"Who said so?" said Joe, staring at her as if he could scarcely believe his own ears.

"Well, you implied it," said the nurse, quietly.

"Me implied it?" said he in a tone of bewilderment. "How so?"

"Well, you say you have a bad son who has been away many years, and yet you say you love him still, so much so that you would willingly die for him; and that, bad as he has been, if he were to come home to-night, instead of driving him from the door, you would give him the heartiest welcome, and think nothing in the house too good for him. And yet you think God will turn away you. So you must admit, Joe," she said with a smile, "that you think you have more love and mercy in your heart than God has in His?"

Joe was silent. And Nelly whispered to the nurse, "Thank you so much."

After awhile Joe got up, and leaning over the crib, he kissed the pale brow of the little sufferer. "Good bye, my purty," he whispered. "We'll meet again, I do believe."

"Ay, Joe, I'm sure we shall."

"I'm main sorry to lose 'e," he said in a faltering voice, and brushing his rough hand across his eyes; "but I ken give yer to God."

"I'll be waiting, Joe, 'gin you come. Now kiss me, for I'll be gone, I reckon, afore you come again."

Silently Joe bent over her, and pressed a last lingering kiss upon her paling lips. Then, sobbing, turned away and left the room.

Granny and Benny called a little later in the day, and found her sinking fast. Her last words to her brother were: "Be good, Benny, an' the Lord will provide, an' we'll meet in heaven." Then she lay as if asleep, taking no further notice of any one.

Once or twice the nurse heard her repeating, "Seaward fast the tide is gliding," and felt that the words were sadly true.