Chapters (29)
- HER BENNY
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- Contents
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- Preface
- Chapter I - Brother and Sister
- Chapter II - Addler's Hall
- Chapter III - Roughing It
- Chapter IV - A Friend in Need
- Chapter V - "Oh, Death! What Does Thou Mean?"
- Chapter VI - In Which Benny Makes a Discovery
- Chapter VII - Two Visits
- Chapter VIII - In Which Joe Wrag Has a Vision
- Chapter IX - Tempted
- Chapter X - In the Woods
- Chapter XI - Benny Prays
- Chapter XII - Fading Away
- Chapter XIII - The Tide Turns
- Chapter XIV - A Glimpse of Paradise
- Chapter XV - A Terrible Alternative
- Chapter XVI - An Experiment
- Chapter XVII - Perks Again
- Chapter XVIII - Adrift
- Chapter XIX - The Border Land
- Chapter XX - Life at the Farm
- Chapter XXI - An Accident
- Chapter XXII - Recognition
- Chapter XXIII - The Question Settled
- Chapter XXIV - The Reward of Well-Doing
Yes, it was Benny; she was near enough to recognize him now. But when she saw—as she did at a glance—what he was about to do, her heart stood still for a moment; the next moment she hurried forward with the fleetness of the wind, and laid her hand upon his arm, unable to speak a word.
For two or three seconds the children looked at each other in silence, then Nelly took her brother by the hand and led him away. She uttered no word of reproach, she only said, "My poor Benny!" and her great round eyes filled with tears, which rolled silently down her wasted cheeks.
"It was for you, Nelly. I thought 't would warm yer. I wouldna 'ave done it for myself."
And again came the words, in a choking voice, "My poor Benny!"
"I didna think it wur so very wicked, seein' as you is so ill, Nelly. Is you very mad at me, Nell?"
"I's not mad, Benny, but I's sorry—oh, so sorry! I did not think—"
But here she broke off abruptly: she would utter no word of reproach, for she knew it was all out of love for her.
That evening she could eat no supper. Benny knew the reason and did not press her, but her silent grief nearly broke his heart. He would rather suffer anything himself than see his sister suffer. And yet now he had given her keener pain than words could tell.
In the middle of the night he awoke and found her sobbing by his side as though her little heart would break, and he knew that he was the cause of her grief.
"Don't take on so, Nell," he said, in a voice that had the sound of tears in it. And he drew her tear-stained face towards him and kissed her affectionately.
But she only sobbed the more.
"Do forgive me, Nell," he said. "I's very sorry."
"I 'as nothin' to forgive you for, Benny; you's always been good to me. Ax the dear Lord to forgive yer."
"I knows nowt about Him, Nell."
"But He knows about you, Benny—Joe says so; and He sees everything we does. Ax Him."
"Could He hear if I wur to ax Him?"
"Yes, Joe says as He hears everything."
"Then I'll try Him," said Benny, and, sitting up in bed, he commenced,—
"If you plaise, Mr. God, I's very sorry I tried to stole; but if you'll be a trump an' not split on a poor little chap, I'll be mighty 'bliged to yer. An' I promise 'e I won't do nowt o' the sort agin'."
"There, will that do, Nell?"
"Say Amen."
"Amen," said Benny, and he lay down to listen for the answer.