“You’re not paying attention,” Daniel said through gritted teeth. “We’re not from there, we’re going to there.”
“You lie,” she said. Her voice was barely audible above the crackle of the flames around her body.
“Really?” he asked. He pointed to the right, about one hundred yards away where an angel stood in front of an iron gate, staring at us. “Ask him. He probably can’t lie, can he?”
A woman put her hand on Gloria’s arm. “Do not despair, Gloria. You must keep the faith.” Her friends crowded around her, making the individual fires grow to one great bonfire, and we stepped back, squinting.
“This is ridiculous. Let’s get out of here,” Daniel said.
We left them crouched and weeping. Daniel stalked far ahead of us, his spine straight and his fists balled.
“That was a pretty shitty thing to do,” I told Kazuko. “He took away what remaining hope they had.”
“Daniel is dedicated to uncovering the truth,” she replied.
“How very X-Files,” I muttered. I ran to catch up to Daniel and put my hand on his shoulder.
“We need to camp, dude,” I said.
“What are you talking about?” he grumbled.
I pointed to the gray sky that was darkening. “It’s getting dark. We’re not in heaven anymore; apparently the other places have night.”
We tried to build a fire, but couldn’t find any wood. I thought about suggesting we convince a lustful soul to join us so we could see by their tormented light, but figured Daniel wouldn’t find it amusing.
Kazuko stretched out on a light blanket, her hand on her sword. Daniel hugged his knees to his chest and stared in the direction from which we’d come, facing the fires of the weeping souls.
Memories sat in my mind like stories I’d once read but not experienced myself. I hesitated a moment, then went to him and sat down, my back to his, and leaned back. He relaxed against me.
“I am sorry I lied to you, Kate, and I’m sorry I let you go ahead to that angel thing without me,” he said. His voice was tired, defeated.
“I never would have claimed my independence if it hadn’t been for you, Daniel,” I said.
“Still. I lost you for what felt like a long time. I really missed you.”
I was silent for some time.
“Do you want to tell me about what happened?” I finally said.
“Can we talk about that later? It’s still a little fresh,” he said, and he shifted as his arm touched the bandage across the fresh wound on his face.
“Sure.”
“So why didn’t you ever tell me you were in love with me?” he asked.