Headwaters
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Also by ELLEN BRYANT VOIGT
Poetry
Claiming Kin
The Forces of Plenty
The Lotus Flowers
Two Trees
Kyrie
Shadow of Heaven
Messenger: New and Selected Poems, 1976–2006
Prose
The Flexible Lyric
The Art of Syntax: Rhythm of Speech, Rhythm of Song
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Acknowledgments
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Thanks to the editors who first published these poems:
The American Poetry Review: Birch, Garter Snake, Hound, Lament, Milkmaid, Moles, Noble Dog, Oak, Spring, Stones
The American Scholar: Headwaters, Larch, My Mother, Sleep
The Atlantic: Fox, Hog-Nosed Skunk, Yearling
Blackbird: Lost Boy
The Cortland Review: Maestro
Granta: Geese
The New Yorker: Bear, Chameleon, Cow, Owl, Roof, Storm
The New York Times: Privet Hedge
Headwaters
HEADWATERS
I made a large mistake I left my house I went into the world it was not
the most perilous hostile part but I couldn’t tell among the people there
who needed what no tracks in the snow no boot pointed toward me or away
no snow as in my dooryard only the many currents of self-doubt I clung
to my own life raft I had room on it for only me you’re not surprised
it grew smaller and smaller or maybe I grew larger and heavier
but don’t you think I’m doing better in this regard I try to do better
PRIVET HEDGE
first frail green in the northeast the forest around us no longer
a postcard of Christmas snow clotting the spruce or worse
fall’s technicolor beeches sumac sugar maple death
even the death of vegetation should never be
so beautiful it is unseemly I prefer the cusps
they focus the mind
which otherwise stays
distracted knowing things when my friend said
knowledge does nothing for him I felt at once superior
and chastised I’d just deduced the five new birds in my yard
woodpecker size and stripes and red blaze but feeding on the ground
five yellow-shafted flickers can the soul be known by its song who hears it
what keeps it aloft what keeps it whole what helps it survive habitual
pride greed wrath sloth lust a list compiled by a parent always
needing something to forgive you for I meant
to ask the nuns to straighten this out for me
while I was among them in Minnesota their earlier spring
but I couldn’t guess which ones they are they dress
like everyone else no veils no starched white
no kneeling boards I was left on my own
to study the graveyard behind the privet hedge
their markers all alike as on a battlefield immense and calm
beneath an open midwestern sky nothing between
the pilgrim and the scoured horizon
STONES
birds not so much the ducks and geese okay not horses cows pigs
she’d lived in the city all her life some cats and dogs okay as part
of someone else’s narrative the posted photographs are someone’s
pets the figurines less figurative than graceful to behold the same