Back Harbor
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Praise
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. About the Author
  41. Copyright Page

It was cold, so Heather and Rafik thought he was crazy. He didn’t know how to explain to them that without that open window he would hear them, their loving, and because they had each other, he needed other sounds, and he needed sleep more than he sometimes could manage to have it. He told Rafik that he was so used to being cold on the ship that he was not comfortable being warm. Rafik knew this was not the way it was, but he left it alone. Now that it was only the three of them, a new careful began. Heather was particularly quiet. He knew something had gone on while he was in the hospital that they had not shared with him. When they picked him up, Heather had said to him in the car, “We’ve moved. Everyone else is gone.” He knew there was a reason she told him this, but in the months that followed, he still did not know why, and he had let it rest.

The new place was a part of a house, but it was also partly underground. It had two bedrooms, and there was already furniture in it but it smelled, so frighteningly that they threw it out and, when no one came to take it, there outside on the sidewalk, they pulled it to the chain-link fence at the end of the street. But it bothered them there, a pile of things that when they came home they could see and, as if it were right near them, remember the smell. It could never be melted away or rained into the ground, so one night they set it on fire.

The fence went on for blocks in both directions and contained an empty parking lot. It belonged to the airport, Rafik said, but no one ever parked there, because the terminals were so far away. The furniture burned slowly, and they had to keep lighting it again and again. Finally, Heather said she would go to the gas station, and she drove off in her BMW, coming back with a red watering can of gasoline. And then it burned. Aziz worried that someone would surely come running. But the neighborhood stayed dark and closed.