Chapters (64)
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- CHAPTER1
- CHAPTER2
- CHAPTER3
- CHAPTER4
- CHAPTER5
- CHAPTER6
- CHAPTER7
- CHAPTER8
- CHAPTER9
- CHAPTER10
- CHAPTER11
- CHAPTER12
- CHAPTER13
- CHAPTER14
- CHAPTER15
- CHAPTER16
- CHAPTER17
- CHAPTER18
- CHAPTER19
- CHAPTER20
- CHAPTER21
- CHAPTER22
- CHAPTER23
- CHAPTER24
- CHAPTER25
- CHAPTER26
- CHAPTER27
- CHAPTER28
- CHAPTER29
- CHAPTER30
- CHAPTER31
- CHAPTER32
- CHAPTER33
- CHAPTER34
- CHAPTER35
- CHAPTER36
- CHAPTER37
- CHAPTER38
- CHAPTER39
- CHAPTER40
- CHAPTER41
- CHAPTER42
- CHAPTER43
- CHAPTER44
- CHAPTER45
- CHAPTER46
- CHAPTER47
- CHAPTER48
- CHAPTER49
- CHAPTER50
- CHAPTER51
- CHAPTER52
- CHAPTER53
- CHAPTER54
- CHAPTER55
- CHAPTER56
- CHAPTER57
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- Books by Jonathan Kellerman
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
She got up, spent a long time gathering the shredded tissue, found every single speck, threw the collection out in the powder room. When she returned, she remained on her feet. Her mouth was tight. “So … can I get you something to drink?”
“No, thanks.”
“You’re sure?”
“I’m fine.”
“Okay … I guess that’s it. Thanks for talking to me.”
I said, “Your question about confidentiality.”
“What about it?”
“So far you haven’t told me anything your parents and the cops don’t already know.”
She turned her back on me. Gave a half turn, reversed it. Rotated a bit more and revealed a tight-jawed profile.
“No, I haven’t,” she said.
I sat there.
She said, “I like girls, okay? Like that Katy Perry song, I kissed one and it was more than cherry ChapStick that made me do it? Now I’m in love with someone and that gives me good dreams.”
She faced me. “Do you think I’m weird?”
“Not in the least.”
“They will. The cops will.”
“Can’t speak for your parents but the cops won’t know or care.”
“It’s no one’s business anyway, Doctor. Just mine and Ame— I don’t want my parents to know. Ever.”
“I can understand that.”
“But that’s not realistic, is it?” she said. “I’m their kid.”
“You’re an adult, Heather. What you tell them is your decision.”
“Ha,” she said. “I mean the part about being an adult. Like I’m even close.”
“Legally you are.”
“So if my birthday was next month instead of last month, I’d still be a kid and you could tell them?”
“It can get complicated,” I said. “But I’d never tell them, anyway.”
“Why not?”
“It’s your personal business.”
“But now I am an adult. Cool.” Giggle. “I guess that sucks if it means I have to pay for stuff.”
She turned serious. Touched her cropped hair. “I cut it all off last month. I feel like wearing boy clothes but I don’t have the guts. Think I can get away with boy clothes like in a cute way? So they’ll think it’s just a fashion thing?”
“Keep it subtle enough? Sure.”
“Like what?”
“Don’t show up in a business suit and a tie. And I’d forget the pencil mustache.”
She laughed. “You seem okay but no offense, I don’t think I need you. I already started therapy with someone at student counseling. She’s a total dyke—compared with her, I’m Super-Femme.”
“I’m glad you’ve found someone you trust.”
“I don’t know if I trust her yet. But maybe, we’ll see. So anyway, thanks for trying to help me.”
“Thanks for being open to it.”