Back Grave Sight
Chapters (14)
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I tightened my bootlaces to the right degree of snugness. I double-knotted them. I grabbed a pair of gloves. “Yep,” I said. “That’s what I do.” I tossed a bright red knitted scarf around my neck. I’d tuck it in properly when I got really cold. The scarf was not only warm, but highly visible. I glanced in the mirror. Good enough.

“Don’t you find it depressing?” Edwards asked, as if he just couldn’t help himself. There was a subtle warmth in his eyes that hadn’t been there before. He’d remembered he was handsome, and that I was a young woman.

I almost said, “No, I find it lucrative.” But I know people find my earning method distasteful, and that would have been only partly the truth, anyway.

“It’s a service I can perform for the dead,” I said finally, and that was equally true.

Edwards nodded, as if I’d said something profound. He wanted all three of us to go in his Outback, but we took our own car. We always did. (This practice dates from the time a client left us in the woods nineteen miles from town, upset at my failure to find his brother’s body. I’d been pretty sure the body lay somewhere to the west of the area he’d had me target, but he didn’t want to pay for a longer search. It wasn’t my fault his brother had lived long enough to stagger toward the stream. Anyway, it had been a long, long walk back into town.)

I let my mind go blank as we followed Edwards northwest, farther into the Ozarks. The foliage was beautiful this time of year, and that beauty drew a fair amount of tourists. The twisting, climbing road was dotted with stands for selling rocks and crystals—“genuine Ozark crafts”—and all sorts of homemade jellies and jams. All the stands touted some version of the hillbilly theme, a marketing strategy that I found incomprehensible. “We were sure ignorant and toothless and picturesque! Stop to see if we still are!”

I stared into the woods as we drove, into their chilly and brilliant depths. All along the way, I got “hits” of varying intensity.

There are dead people everywhere, of course. The older the death, the less of a buzz I get.

It’s hard to describe the feeling—but of course, that’s what everyone wants to know, what it feels like to sense a dead person. It’s a little like hearing a bee droning inside your head, or maybe the pop of a Geiger counter—a persistent and irregular noise, increasing in strength the closer I get to the body. There’s something electric about it, too; I can feel this buzzing all through my body. I guess that’s not too surprising.