“Yes,” I said, my voice firm. “She is in heaven with all the saints, in eternal glory.”

This toeing of the line always impressed them and got them off my back. It was a card I hated to play. I’m not saying I’m an unbeliever. Nor am I an agnostic. But I have to talk to other people about God in ways they’ll understand, because my God doesn’t seem to be anything like theirs. Even if they don’t believe—really, truly—themselves, they’re always reassured to hear the terms of fundamental Christianity. In fact, coming from me, it shakes their half-concealed disbelief.

And it keeps me safe. Tolliver, too.

Gleason flung the sheet over Helen’s face, and I looked at the length of flesh draped in the bleached cotton. It was empty now, and it was just a collection of cells that would accelerate its dissolution now that it had served its purpose.

When we were back in the cool sunshine again, I asked Tolliver if we could track down a friend of Helen’s. After a phone call to Hollis, who said Helen’s best friend was Annie Gibson, we consulted a Sarne directory. Five minutes later we were sitting in a front room that was nearly a clone of Helen Hopkins’. The photographs of children as they aged, the big family Bible on the coffee table, the crowded clean furniture and the smell of cooking . . . it was all familiar. The only touch that differentiated the house was the set of newer pictures: Annie Gibson had grandchildren. There was a basket of toys in the corner, waiting for little hands to strew them around the small room.

Annie Gibson herself was nothing like Helen Hopkins, no matter if they shared the same concept of interior arrangement. Annie was fat, and her hair was short and curly. She wore glasses with blue plastic rims, and she breathed heavily. There was nothing stupid about Annie Gibson. She wouldn’t let us sit down in her shabby house until we’d shown her our driver’s licenses, and she offered us coffee in a way that let us know it was automatic courtesy and not heartfelt.

“Helen told me about your visit,” Annie Gibson said. “I don’t know if you’re good people or not. But she spoke well of you, and that’ll have to be good enough for me. I’m going to miss Helen. We had coffee together every other day, just about, and we went shopping in Little Rock together twice a year. We sent each other birthday cards.” Tears began running down her plump cheeks, and Annie reached for the box of tissues on the table before her. She patted the tears and blew her nose, unself-consciously. “Our mamas were best friends, and they had us the same month.”