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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Praise
  4. Author’s Note
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Also by Barbara Vine
  40. About the Author
  41. Copyright Page

Liv learned then what Claudia’s anger sounded like, what power she had and that she knew all about the processes of litigation. She learned too that the Hindes were not so careless in money matters as she had supposed. Until then she would never have imagined either of them scrutinizing a credit card statement or checking items on it against a bill. The thought came to her that she would be wise to hand the contents of the tin to James and say to him that this was what had accumulated out of the notes he had handed to her. She couldn’t do it. The money in the tin was her reason for living, for being there at all. Adding to it was what made the agony of looking after these children worthwhile. And it was the only interest she had, a kind of hobby, the sole distraction—unless you counted Jonny.

Jonny “chatted her up,” to use one of Silver’s old-fashioned phrases. She was leaving the car park one afternoon with Cyrus beside her and Marcus and Georgia in the back, strapped into their child seats, and she’d handed him the £50 note Claudia had given her that morning.

“Didn’t your old man give you anything smaller, sweetheart? You’ll clean me out of change, you will.”

“Old man?” said Liv, unfamiliar with idioms used by neither the cleaning woman nor James and Claudia.

“Husband, partner, feller.” Jonny stuck his thumb out in the direction of the backseat where by this time Marcus was screaming and kicking and Georgia was whimpering. “Looks like he’s been busy.”

Fortunately, or not as the case may be, Liv understood very little of this, but she knew what “husband” meant. “I have no husband. I am nanny.” By then she had stopped describing herself as the au pair. If she was going to kill herself for these children, she might as well have the dignity of the title. “Wait and I am looking for money.”

She found the pound coin and the 20p piece, or whatever was needed. Jonny took it from her, holding her fingers at the same time.

“If you’re a free woman with free evenings maybe, how about coming out for a drink with yours truly one of these fine nights?”

Marcus continued to scream. The baby sobbed. Cyrus turned around and made a hideous face. “Shut the fuck up.”

“Language,” said Jonny, who habitually used such expressions himself. “Needs his mouth washed out with Dettol.”

“Yours truly?” said Liv.

“Me.”

“I don’t know. Perhaps. What fine night?”

“When are you off? No time like the present. I tell you what. I’ll meet you at nine in the Robert Browning—you know where that is?”

“I know.”