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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. 30 Years After
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. 30 Years After
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Discover More
  47. extras
  48. meet the author
  49. A Preview of "The World Gives Way"
  50. A Preview of "Nophek Gloss"
  51. By Laura Lam
  52. Praise for

As they walked down the dimmed hallway, Naomi wondered if they were about to be told this was it. The end. No way to recalibrate the systems. They could fill the emergency shuttle with as much nutriblocks and water as it could carry and speed back to Earth and hope they made it in time. With a clench, Naomi realised that would mean leaving the backup crew behind.

But they might be too far gone for that to be an option. Valerie could be summoning them to ask if they wanted to die quickly or slowly.

Naomi kept one foot moving in front of the other. If they did have to take a shuttle, Naomi would have to take Hart up on her offer. A miscarriage or other complications on the Atalanta would be dangerous enough—on a tiny shuttle they’d be deadly. The choice would be taken away.

She took the rungs of the spokes one at a time until her feet floated and she gently rappelled towards the main craft of the ship.

To sacrifice this much to get this close and have to turn around… to never see Cavendish.

Valerie’s face was grim. She floated above the captain’s chair, reminding Naomi of the mermaid in the mural over the Catalina Casino. Naomi’s breath stayed even as she prepared herself. Lebedeva held on to one of the handholds near the window, staring out. Hixon had strapped herself into the pilot’s seat, staring intently at the plotted course to Mars on one screen, then swivelling to the readouts of the ship on the next. Hart and Naomi both found handholds. Naomi crossed her ankles.

“I’ll start with the good news. We found a solution,” Valerie said.

“And the bad?” Naomi asked.

Valerie tapped her teeth together three times—one of her few anxiety tells.

“The cryopods are leeching power,” Hixon began. Her pale fingers were fully smudged with blue. “Lockwood made an error in the calculations. Underestimated power requirements by the tiniest fraction of a per cent, but that’s enough.”

Naomi let that sink in. “Lockwood cut corners. First the cyanophage got through the contamination procedures, now this.” They were on a defective ship. Who knew how many other problems could crop up between now and Cavendish?

Naomi remembered a quote from Mercury 7 astronaut John Glenn, the first American man to orbit the Earth, when asked how he felt listening to the countdown for lift-off: “I felt exactly how you would feel if you were getting ready to launch and knew you were sitting on top of two million parts—all built by the lowest bidder on a government contract.”

Valerie nodded, simmering with rage.

“The chambers are becoming progressively less efficient,” Lebedeva said, her accent clipping the words. “Incremental, but we already see the effects.”

“So that means…” Naomi let the words trail off, unwilling to finish voicing what she already suspected.