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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. 30 Years After
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. 30 Years After
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Discover More
  47. extras
  48. meet the author
  49. A Preview of "The World Gives Way"
  50. A Preview of "Nophek Gloss"
  51. By Laura Lam
  52. Praise for

Naomi sagged, relief flooding through her like a drug. She’d been convinced he’d be just another casualty out of many. That they’d return to a planet where the person she wanted most to see was gone.

The first message had arrived only an hour ago. What had delayed him? She kept reading.

Evan Kan: I got into the warehouse, but there was nothing there, so that was a complete bust. I was trying to find a way back out when the news broke. I turned myself in to the authorities to try and get out—they checked me and I showed no symptoms.

Evan Kan: In fact, I was immune.

Evan Kan: She must have inoculated me before she went. If I’d known, I could have tried to research the beginnings of a vaccine from the antibodies in my blood. It still likely would have taken too long.

Evan Kan: When they first told me, I worried Valerie would have given me the dubious honour of starting her plague and then leaving me alive to watch everyone around me die. But I wasn’t the index patient. Don’t know if she made me immune out of some sick sense of love, or if she wanted to punish me. Knowing her, maybe both.

Naomi dragged her fingernails across her scalp and the short bristle of her hair. Evan would always feel guilt that he was never truly at risk.

In Valerie’s mind, she would have thought giving him immunity was a sick sort of kindness. Letting Evan survive, so that if she came back for the children, she could gather up her son and welcome him into the fold of her new world. Ever the hero. Would Valerie even have considered the trauma he’d have had to endure?

Evan Kan: I’m still being detained by the authorities, or what’s left of them, but they agreed to let me send these messages. They’ll be reading what we write, but we don’t have anything to hide.

He was alive. He was safe. Imprisoned, sure, but safe. She laughed softly, despite everything. She closed her eyes, imagining the way his eyes narrowed, crinkling at the corners when he concentrated. How many looks had she stolen at him as they studied in undergrad, hoping he wouldn’t catch her?