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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. 30 Years After
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. 30 Years After
  45. Acknowledgements
  46. Discover More
  47. extras
  48. meet the author
  49. A Preview of "The World Gives Way"
  50. A Preview of "Nophek Gloss"
  51. By Laura Lam
  52. Praise for

Lebedeva kept struggling, but more for show than a concerted effort to escape. Naomi could feel the tension in every line of Lebedeva’s body as she took the engineer to the autodoc and strapped her in.

“What are you doing?” she asked. “Dr. Black? Naomi?” Her voice went up at the end in restrained panic.

Naomi wished she could explain, apologise, cajole—anything. Her throat was as stiff and closed as just after the fire. She couldn’t make a sound even if she wanted to.

Valerie crept forward as Naomi prepped the IV line. Lebedeva began to struggle again, and between that and Naomi’s shaking hands, she made a mess of the insert.

Stop, she wanted to say. Don’t struggle. Don’t make this worse than it has to be.

Naomi lined up the medicines.

Her breath caught on a swallowed sob. She sent the saline through.

Don’t make me do this, she wanted to cry. But Valerie would simply say she wasn’t making her do anything.

Lebedeva went limp on the autodoc. Valerie took a few steps closer.

“Ah. I am caveat,” Lebedeva said. She knew how Valerie’s mind worked almost as well as Naomi did. Naomi gave a terse nod.

Naomi felt Valerie looming behind her.

Lebedeva’s face worked as she took it all in. “Do it.”

Naomi’s head jerked back.

“It is all right, Naomi.” Her hand moved beneath the constraints to rest on Naomi’s. “I am only one person. It is all right.”

Naomi scrunched her eyes closed, then opened them. Valerie was watching Lebedeva with something like avarice. Naomi steadied herself, and prepped three syringes, drawing the liquid from ampoules. They went straight into Lebedeva’s IV. Naomi bit the inside of her cheek, hard, and plunged.

Lebedeva went still, waiting to die.

Naomi bowed her head, resting her forehead against Lebedeva’s. Whispered in her ear.

Naomi wondered what floating away would feel like. Would Lebedeva have felt her heart rate slow, the blood stop in her veins? Would she have seen anything, just before she left this plane? And where would she go?

Lebedeva was limp, her face tilted away from Valerie.

Naomi raised her head. “The cure,” she croaked, barely able to force the words through her throat. She undid Lebedeva’s bonds.

Valerie gave a sigh, letting the silence stretch. “I’m surprised you haven’t already guessed how I’d shuttle off the cure.” Naomi frowned at the odd word choice. Valerie came closer, to check Lebedeva’s corpse. Naomi’s heart thudded.

Valerie held her hand out to press against Lebedeva’s neck.