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Chapters (32)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty

‘It didn’t seem the right time. There seemed to be more important issues at stake that night.’

‘Yes, there were, weren’t there?’

‘I am very sorry.’ Maddy’s voice was a squeak. ‘For hurting you. I didn’t mean to, and it won’t happen again. Drew and I aren’t …’ She stopped and clattered around again with the cups.

‘So I gathered.’ Caroline smoothed her neat peach dress. ‘Maddy, before we discuss any of that, there are things that need to be said. I tried ringing you.’

‘Did you?’ Maddy placed two white cups and the mammoth teapot on the table. She couldn’t find any saucers and anyway, it was far too late to fuss about being genteel. ‘I haven’t answered the phone much, and I told Suzy just to say I was out if you called.’

Caroline raised her sleepy eyes. ‘I was hurt, but not surprised. You weren’t predatory, just friendly. Over the years I’ve watched other women throw themselves at Drew with fervour in their eyes. You were different.’

‘It doesn’t matter,’ Maddy said again, feeling ashamed. Caroline was so dignified. In her place she’d have probably screamed like a banshee. ‘I should never have let myself become so close to him. He was lonely – I didn’t have that excuse.’

‘Please listen. You didn’t wreck our marriage. It was well into injury time. You weren’t the cause, Maddy. You were possibly the catalyst, but definitely not the cause. If we’d had a proper marriage, Drew would never have left Jersey – or if he had, I would have come with him. Drew could have left me on numerous occasions.’

‘You had lovers?’ Maddy spluttered into her cup. ‘But you said that you weren’t interested –’

Caroline almost smiled. ‘No, I didn’t have lovers. There are other reasons for a relationship dying than the appearance of a third party.’

Maddy’s head ached. The clock ticked slowly in the solid atmosphere. She emptied her cup and poured another. Her mouth was dust dry after so much champagne.

‘I was completely unsupportive during the time he was riding. I was useless when his parents died. I was utterly selfish, Maddy. I cared about my business first and Drew second. I always have. Oh, I suppose I loved him but I should never have married him.’

‘So, why …?’ Maddy was desperate to know.