Back Go Tell the Bees That I Am Gone
Chapters (28)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. Also available by Diana Gabaldon
  4. DEDICATION
  5. MAP
  6. FAMILY TREE
  7. Prologue
  8. Part One
  9. 1
  10. Part Two
  11. 11
  12. 21
  13. Part Three
  14. 31
  15. 45
  16. Part Four
  17. 59
  18. 71
  19. 86
  20. Part Five
  21. 107
  22. 126
  23. 141
  24. Author’s Notes
  25. Acknowledgments
  26. Find out where the journey begins …
  27. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  28. Footnotes

“Two?” Germain grabbed the page from me and held it as near the candle as he could without setting it on fire. “Did she say two?”

“Yes!” I was nearly as excited as he was to hear it, and bent over the page, shoulder-to-shoulder with him. “Read the next bit!”

He straightened up a little and swallowed, then read on:

“We were all very surprised, as you might think! To be honest, I had been afraid all the time, to think about what the new baby might be. Because I wanted to see a child just like Henri-Christian, of course—to feel as though we had him back—but I knew that couldn’t happen, and at the same time, I was afraid that the new little one might be a dwarf, too—maybe your Grannie has told you that people who are born like that have a lot of troubles; Henri-Christian nearly died several times when he was very small, and Papa told me long ago about some of the dwarf-children he had known in Paris, and that most didn’t live a long life.

But a new baby is always a surprise and a miracle and never what you expect. When you were born, I was so enchanted that I would sit by your cradle and watch you sleep. Just letting the candle burn down because I couldn’t bear to put it out and let the night hide you from me.

We thought at first, when the babies were born, that perhaps we should name one of them Henri and the other Christian, but the girls wouldn’t have it. They both said that Henri-Christian was not like anyone else, and no one else should have his name.

“Papa and I agreed that they were right”—Germain was nodding his head as he read—“and so one of your brothers is named Alexandre and the other one Charles-Claire …”

“What?” I said, incredulous. “Charles-Claire?”

“… for your Grandda and Grannie,” Germain read, and looked up, grinning hugely at me.

“Go on,” I said, nudging him. He nodded and looked back at the page, running his finger along the words to find his place.

“So,” he read, and his voice choked suddenly, then steadied. “So,” he repeated, “please, mon cher fils, come home. I love you and I need you to be here, so the new house will be home again.

“With my love always …”

He pressed his lips tight together, and I saw tears well in his eyes, still fixed on the paper.

“Maman,” he whispered, and pressed the letter to his chest.

IT WAS ANOTHER hour before the children were put to bed—Germain among them—and I found myself once more in our airy bedroom, this time with Jamie. He stood at the end of the open floor, clad in his shirt, looking out over the night below, while I wriggled out of my stays, sighing in relief as the cool night breeze passed through my shift.