will come to earth in line with gradient
and force. As far as it goes, the problem
isn’t stumbling on the proper emblems
but being quick enough to dodge them –
and the boiler suits were dyed bright red
so you’d hardly notice the splatters of blood.
(Wicket Gate)
That lunchtime Fergus ate my sandwiches
and left my Mid-Ulster Mail torn up in
little printed petals on the wood-grain
of the melamine table. The canteen
fell silent when I came in and sat down
and looked up and did nothing.
(Gaius’s Inn)
David, it’s 3 a.m. and I am done.
I’ve turned all the bottles outwards
in the fridge below the till and you are
crossing the deserted parquet dance floor,
boot heels tapping, carrying a dustpan,
in the other hand a stacking chair –
(The Arbour)
I should say there is this density to objects,
and that they gather weight in time and spin
on without effort in their orbits gaining
traction, gravity and drag, a fullness in the
sense of things, and always drawing other
objects closer with a pull that lifts the whole
of you and sees you in safe and sound at home to
die a good death with family round you.
Fallacious, that, and what powers live on through us,
ordering their preferments and our lies,
do not give two fucks for us. We do as we are told.
The stars are hard and deaf and cold;
the river unconcerned about our presence
or its absence, and to paraphrase the meaning
is depletion of that meaning: even a one-to-one
map would lack both depth and texture: nicknames,
the favourite chocolate in the box of Roses,
how someone dries herself or dresses
after the shower, slowly, piece by piece,
wandering the flat on the phone to her sister,
all life’s boring secret lovely histories,
minutiae of the dying who simply go on
dying now forever, the fixed blur of a spun
thing which spins so fast the focus of the eye
(Mr Honest)
cannot alight on it, can’t print an image
on the retina but is repeatedly flung
off and forced by motion into motion.
Imagine how he sets the spared artillery ball
at the centre of the wheel to grind the lens,
how he pedals and then delicately leans
sheet glass into the metal surface so it shrieks
and sparks glitter out and he waits and then leans
the changed sheet of glass away . . .
(House Beautiful)
What if you felt nothing more walking down
the streets of Cookstown than you ever felt
walking in New York or Rome or London,
that you knew no one and the plenitude
of faces meant an openness and soft regard
for all the local gods, some dulling into love
by constant movement, children, music, dogs,
by the caramel or black or light pink
skin the people move and keep on moving
the miraculous flesh of their bodies in.
Nick Laird was born in County Tyrone in 1975 and educated at Cambridge University. For many years he worked as a lawyer before leaving to write poetry and fiction full-time. He writes and reviews for many newspapers and journals and teaches at Princeton University. He has published three poetry collections: To a Fault (2005), On Purpose (2007), and Go Giants (2013), and two novels: Utterly Monkey (2005) and Glover’s Mistake (2009). His awards include the Rooney Prize for Irish Literature, the Geoffrey Faber Memorial Prize, the Betty Trask Prize, and a Somerset Maugham Award. He is a Fellow of the Royal Society of Literature.